Second Chance | Taekook

10th Chapter

Taehyung's POV

My senses were all clogged up my heart was beating out of my chest. What the hell just happened.

Jungkook kissed me, my Jungkookie kissed me.

I don't know how I should react, how to even react?

The love of my life was here asking me to give him a second chance, chance to prove his love for me. He told me that he loves me and will wait all his life, how I should even react?

He kissed me after those two years of me craving to see him, to hold him, to cuddle him, to kiss him, to be able to taste him and to feel him. But when he was right here so close to me in his most vulnerable state asking me to be his and what I did, I pushed him away.

I made him believe that I don't want him anymore. Fuck that would the biggest lie ever. Every fibre and cell of my being, every part of my body, my heart, my soul and my whole existence want him to be right here with me in my arms.

I just want to cry as the love of my life kissed me goodbye and walked away without sparing any glance at me. I just wanted to stop him, wanted to scream my lungs out, not to leave me but then again precautions are better than cure.

The consequences of us being together scares me. It really does.
 
He thinks I don't want him, only if he knew the only thing I ever wanted is him Jeon fucking Jungkook.

I can't deny the feelings I have for Jungkook after all he is my first love but I also can't forget the suferrings I had gone through.

I was standing outside of my house seeing Jungkook's car slowly fading away from my vision. I really wanted to stop him but then I can't just let him in after everything that happened. He already had given me so much of pain and now when I wanted to finally move on, he can't just come into my life like nothing happened.

My tears were trickling down my face as Jungkook's car vanished from my eye sight completely, maybe I won't ever see him again. I wiped my tears but didn't go inside rather stayed there.

I was thinking of him as I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around and saw a ray of sunshine my Hobi hyung. He smiled at me with his heartshaped lips and I felt my lips also curling upward seeing him smiling. He is truly a sunshine in our lives I missed him so much when he was back in his hometown.

"How was your date Tae?", Hobi hyung asked.

"It wasn't a date hyung.", I said while rolling my eyes.

"Why? I thought you went on a date.", he mocked smirking a bit.

"Hah and I thought among everyone you're the one who knows me better.", I said, because if there's someone who truly understands me and my feeling is Hobi hyung, even without telling him he get to know everything.

"Well I do know you, you felt guilty for lashing out on him yesterday and wanted to apologize right? Besides I know you still love Jungkook.", and as I said he truly understands me better than anyone. I wasn't even surprises that he knew the whole thing without me even wording out anything to him.

"Huh? What do you mean and from where does Jungkook came in our conversation.", I acted as if it ain't truth, but whom I even fooling.

"I saw you talking with him.", he said, while grinning.

"What really?", and I lost it. The only thing what was on my mind was did he see us kissing also.

"Yess and I also saw you guys kissing.", boom I got my answer and dude I was beyond embarrased.