Second Chance | Taekook

1st Chapter

After 6 months

Taehyung's P.O.V

After so long I've come for shopping, it's been ages since I've been out without Chim. Since the time Jungkook left me or I should say since the time he broke me, I've been just struggling with my health and for all this time Jimin was the only support I had. Now since he is getting married to the love of his life, I have to manage things alone.

I'm really happy for him but also going to miss him alot because now I have to live alone in that house where I've spent sleepless nights. I don't know without Jimin how I'm gonna live in that house. 'Jungkook leaving me' nightmares still haunt me at night. It's been two years, still I can't get over him.

While I was lost in the thoughts of Jimin getting married, me staying in that house alone and seeing Jungkook's nightmares. I made my way out of the mall and to the parking lot and put all the shopping bags in back seat. It's kinda tough to carry all these huge bags all alone but it also felt nice since for the first tym I came all by myslelf. Then I took mu driving seat and drove away.

Sometimes I do feel lonely when I see Chim with Yoongs, and jealous sometimes because I always wanted a realtionship like them. For me they are the true example of true love. They've been together since 5 years and I'm so happy that finally they are getting married in few days, but also feel sad that now Chim ain't going to stay with me. I only had him and now in few days I'll be all alone with memories which are going to haunt me all my life.

I stopped my car near to a jewellery shop I had customized a jewellery piece for Chim and Yoongi hyung few days earlier for their marriage gift and I had to collect it today. This is the same shop from where I used to buy gifts for Junkook he used to have a huge obsession for accessories, actually we both had. So we used to often come here for buying matching jewelleries. I still miss him but I hate him for the things he caused to me and my heart there's not one day where I dont miss him and cry over him. He was my first love  and maybe last, bacause I don't think if I'll ever be able to love someone as much I loved him.

As I got out of my car and started walking towards the shop, suddenly my eyes spotted a guy in black T-shirt. Tall, fair and devilishly handsome, I found him staring at me. I squinted my eyes to see him better and the time my eyes recognised that man, my heart started beating way faster than it's usual speed, I started shaking because that man was none other than Jungkook himself, "think of the devil and the devil appears".
His eyes met mine among a huge crowd our eyes were centered to each other.

From the opposite corners of the street our eyes were stucked on each other that one minute eye contact was enough for me to burst into tears. I couldn't fight with my emotions and tears roll down my face he noticed the tears in my eyes after two minutes of constant staring he walked straight away to me.

I was anxious of the fact that we were no more together and it's been two years of our separation and it would be the first time in those 2 years I'd be seeing him up close.

"Hi", he said. I was out of my senses didn't know how to react.

"Hiiii", he said again in a sweet but loud voice.

"Hey" I replied, still wasn't aware of what was happening. He offered me his handkerchief, I stared at him for a while and said it's okay I don't need it.

"Are you sure" he asked and I said "Yes" with a frustrated sigh.

He asked me about my well being.
I told him that I am great, aware of the fact that I am not. I asked him about his life he said it's pretty good, as I knew that already. After our breakup, I used to stalk him on instagram and facebook, from there only I got to know about his achivements. He was at the peak of his career, where he was a young successful man and here I was still struggling with my depression and health.

Oh yes, I used to stalk him but one day Jimin found me, stalking his insta account and guess what, he took my phone and straight away blocked him and strictly told me "dont you dare unblock that moron or else i'll kick your ass so hard you won't be able to sit for days".
Not that I was scared from his threat but I was overly touched by his love and concern for me and hence I promised to never stalk him again. Since then I wasn't aware of anything personal about him expect his professional life as being a successful man and always on tv or in newspapers.

He wasn't aware of the fact that I was suffering from depression as we met after two years, and also he never bothered to check on me.

While I was in deep thoughts he snapped me from my own world as he asked me straight away if I am dating anyone now. I was still shaken by the fact that I was talking to the guy who had left me in the phase I most wanted him, the guy who had left me for dying in depression, the guy who chose his career over me, the guy who made me hate the word 'love' now asking me that if I am dating anyone. I couldn't control myself and all my messed up emotions were out in a second.

The tears started rolling and I was on verge of exploding screwed up by the fact that how I kept convincing my heart to hate this person and now the feeling which I had burried somewhere was out alive the moment I saw him.

He held me in his arms and hugged me, my heart skipped a beat as he wrapped his arms around me, I looked into his eyes and saw a few stray tears lingering there. I was shocked seeing him like that and then he said sorry.

I could feel the his warmth.
I could feel him breathing.
I could feel his fastened heart beat.
And above all I could feel him.

After those two years of struggling with my emotions. I was with the person I loved with all my heart, my first and last love till the time I used believe in love.
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And they met.
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