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When did it all get so bad?
When did I truly loose myself?
When did I stop caring?
When did I became numb to the pain?

That day you screamed at me,
That day you told me I'm ugly,
That day the tears threathened to leave my eyes as I held them,
Do you remember?

The day you laughed at me,
I was hurting and you never thought to embrace me,
The glint of succession in your eyes,
You didn't care,

The day I died,
They day I stopped letting you in,
The day I was no more?
Did you see?
When did I became this person?

The truth is she was always here,
The demon I feared,
The facade of myself,
The person no one wanted,
I was always that girl,
Did you truly see?

A/N
I wrote this when I was laying in bed....

I was thinking about the girl I was

How my family never saw that they lost me....

How people in my life betrayed me and made me feel wrong.... this come out....

I hope you like it 🙂 and if you dont that's ok too

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