PERFECT (ChanRose PCY FANFIC)

07:DROWN

07: DROWN

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R O S É

Save him from what?

I was busy staring at my room's ceiling as I ponder on my thoughts about Chanyeol Oppa. I have been his fan eversince the very beginning, he has been my bias.

When I was just the simple, Park Chaeyoung.. I always imagine of meeting him as a fan. I'd ask for his autograph, ask for a picture as well to brag to my friends. I will see him smile and I would be awed by his handsome bright face that always shine on my eyes.

Never once did I thought of him asking me to save him.

Even when I decided to pursue my passion in music and debuted as an idol, I still knew and respect my limit as his fan.

It's like a dream come true that I have the chance to be so close to Chanyeol Oppa like what happened on the music studio with just the two of us alone.. him placing my finger on the right strings of the guitar with his warm big hand on top of mine, it gave such electricity on my nerves that I struggle to stay calm.

"Can you save me Rosé?"

His voice lingered on my head to the point that I even dreamt of him but I don't know if.. I could call it a dream because it is very different than the dreams that I have with Chanyeol Oppa before. What I saw in my dream somehow troubled me..

Chanyeol Oppa is drowning in the middle of a huge ocean and I struggle to hold his hand.. and because I wanted save him so bad, I gave him my life jacket..

and result of me being the one to drown instead.

I gasped for air as I woke up. I thought that was real. The feeling of the cold is etched on my skin. I must have been thinking too much of what Chanyeol Oppa has said to me.. from what should I save him from?

I wanted to know because how could I save him if I don't know how to, right?

***

It is another day to prepare and practice for our upcoming collaboration performance. I smile at the staffs who greeted me as I greeted them back.

"Look who's in a good mood this early in the morning!" Jihyo Unnie caught my attention and linked our arms together.

"Good morning Unnie!" I beamed at her.

And she gave me a teasing look in which I just ignored. What? I know what she's thinking but it's not like that. I am not in a good mood today just because I am looking forward to practicing with Chanyeol Oppa again.. though it can be one of the reason hehe.

"Looks like the giant is already here Chae~" Jihyo Unnie whispered on my ear.

"Unnie!"

I pouted as I followed her to enter the door to the huge music room. Sejun Oppa and Jesung Oppa stood up to greet us, I greeted them back with a smile on my face alongside Jihyo Unnie. We both turn to Chanyeol Oppa and greet him.

"Annyeong Oppa."

My smile loosened when he greeted us back. He didn't even lifted his eyes to look at me but he gave a brief glance to Jihyo Unnie's direction.

And because of that I became hesitant to sit next to him but I don't have any choice because Jihyo Unnie already took the other available chair.

I glance at Chanyeol Oppa, he is busy strumming his guitar. Why does the air around him seems different than yesterday?.. he seems somewhat distant.

Why?

For the past three hours of practicing, I couldn't even focus. I often steal glances on Chanyeol Oppa's direction every now and then but never once did he look at mine.