You wondered…
Since when did you become transparent?
Since when did you become so invisible in his eyes?
You used to be the one he first noticed when the two of you were in the same room. You were the one he spoke to should he come across anything interesting. You were the one he would first tell everything.
Now you were just… there. You were simply there watching as the distance between you grew and he got further and further away from you.
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“Hey, (F/N), do you want to go singing after school?” you best friend asked. “I’ve asked the others and they agreed.”
Your eyes flickered over to the laughing pair in the back of the room and your insides ached instantly. The others… that meant the two of them would be there. You’d have to watch as they flirted and teased and grew closer to each other. You’d have to endure another few hours of pain and jealousy.
As if the hours at school was not enough already.
“Ah, I can’t today. I have to run an errand. Sorry. Maybe next time?”
(B/F/N) sighed. “When’s next time going to be? This is the fifth time you refused my invitation to hang out after school.” You lowered your eyes. You didn’t mean to disappoint your friends or to upset them. “Are you still hung up about Imayoshi-kun and (G/N)-chan?”
You bit your lower lip. “I’m not.”
“Don’t deny it. You look like you’re going to cry even at the mention of their names together.” You didn’t know how to respond to that. “They’re not even going out, (F/N). Imayoshi-kun is a friendly guy. I think he just wants to make (G/N)-chan, who’s a transfer student, feel welcomed.”
Yeah, right. You could say that because you didn’t know anything. Imayoshi told you himself that he liked (G/N). He even confessed to her already and got rejected. You would’ve told her if he didn’t make you promise you’d keep it a secret.
You didn’t understand why he was still chasing her. She already made it clear that she didn’t like him that way. Why couldn’t he see that there’s someone here who loved him unconditionally? Why couldn’t he see you? Why couldn’t he see that (G/N) was just playing with him?
Love was so stupid. It made people blind.
He should get rid of his glasses because they clearly weren’t of any use anymore.
“That’s why I told you that I’m not affected. I’m just having a bad day, okay?” smiling weakly at your worried best friend, you picked up your school bag. “I’ll see you tomorrow.”
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You and Imayoshi used to be the best of friends. You did everything together. You thought that there was something special between the two of you. It turned out you were the only one who thought that.
The moment (G/N) came, he forgot all about you. The two of you no longer talked on the phone till midnight or spending holiday on a fishing trip. No matter how long your messages were, the only thing he’d reply with was either ‘Oh’ or ‘I see’. Not too long after, you both stopped talking and he stopped sparing you a glance.
Your eyes were always following him but his were following another girl.
As the lights turned, you absentmindedly crossed the road, following the movement of the people around you.
“I love you.”
Your heart skipped a beat. How long had you waited to heat that voice said those three words you so longed to hear?
You smiled and raised your head, expecting Imayoshi to stand before you, his arms open for you to jump in.
But he wasn’t there. He was standing on the other side of the road, his arm around (G/N)’s waist, leading her away. Away from you. He’s going someplace where you knew you wouldn’t be there. The distance between you grew. You felt numb.
“YOU THERE! WATCH OUT!”
CRASH!
Amongst the screams and the crowd around you, your eyes could only notice the pair walking further away from you. Before your eyes fully closed, you saw Imayoshi leaned down and pressed his lips against the side of (G/N)’ head.
Event at the moment of your death, you were still invisible to him.
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This sucks... It does, doesn't it? You don't even have to try and be nice. Be honest and say that it sucks. I know it is.
I'm not good at writing Angst type of stuff. I hate being sad and making people sad even more. This is actually the first time I've ever written angst too. But I'll try better the next time someone request for it. Keyword: Request. I'm not writing angst on my own free will. I enjoy drama but I don't like angst.
Anyway, this is requested by indigoskycaller. Thank you for the request. I hope you don't cringe too bad at the outcome!
Thank you for reading and I hope you enjoyed that!
Love,
LadyBelle104
