Bts one shots

Tears: vkook part 2

⚠️‼️Ed sorry of triggering!!‼️⚠️
⚠️‼️mention of blood and possibly SH‼️⚠️

"No food?" Namjoon asks tilting his head jungkook loved the cafe sweets.
Jungkook looked down at the table eyes stinging and teary eyes and nodded.
How could he even think of eating he looked at his body and his mind went back taehyung.
He couldn't believe all of that was fake his lip quivered slightly as he tried to hold back tears.
He looked at his legs he used to be happy with his thighs but looking at them now all he sees is how big he is. His heart felt heavy and he gripped his jeans squeezing them feeling his nails go against his skin.
"Jungkook!!" Jungkook looked up at a worried namjoon.
"Uhm sorry Hyung,.." jungkook mumbled softly feeling guilty for ignoring his friend.
Namjoon was a role model for jungkook he had been in his life for as long as he could remember he would tell him if he was far right..?
"Actually Hyung do you think I'm fat?" He looked at namjoon. Namjoon seemed shocked by the sudden question.
"If your fat then there's no hope for me," namjoon laughed softly trying to lighten the mood.
Jungkook looked back down at his legs and nodded.
"Okay thanks, I actually have to go let's meet up another time.." he got up and flashed a sad smile before rushing out of the shop.
"Wait! Jungkook..." namjoon barely got up before jungkook left.
"is he okay?" Namjoon mumbled to himself before going to pay for the untouched drinks.

Jungkook rushed home rethinking the events prior. All those memories it was all fake? Why him... why did he have to be the person who fell for such a jerk. He sniffles wiping his eyes taking back roads to not run into anyone else he knew.  Jungkook feels like his body is 3x heavier and he tsks upset. Maybe he was really to big for Taehyung. He felt a lump form in his throat and started running. He couldn't stand feeling this way he ran all the way home.

He throws open his front door and bends over gasping for air as sweat falls off of his face. He does a silent sob in between gasps and shuts the door going upstairs. He goes to wash his face he splashes his face with cold water. His eyes sting from crying he looks in the mirror and looks distorted. The longer he looked the more the feeling grew and so did his rage. All his emotions combining he was having trouble thinking straight. He hated the reflection looking back at him. In a fit of anger and sorrow he punched the mirror making glass go everywhere.
He looked at his hand realizing what he did it stung but he didn't feel any of the overwhelming emotions anymore. He looked as a few shards were stuck in his hand. He picked the shards out throwing them on the ground. He left the bathroom and went into his room and hugged his knees. He didn't feel very sad or angry he didn't really want to think at all knowing it would make him very upset. He focused on the stinging in his hand until he fell asleep.

He woke up the next morning not knowing the time only being waken up because some car wanted to blasts it's horn. He didn't remember anything at first but looking at his hand it all came flooding back. His chest got heavy and his eyes teared up. He laid down and cried he has broken up with people and has gotten dumped but nothing like this. Maybe he didn't deserve Taehyung. During there time together he never felt happier now he feels so horrible. He sat there thinking about yesterday over and over and each time feeling worse and worse. He looked at his arms and stared feeling they were too large. He got a hunger pain and his stomach growled loudly. He felt disgusted feeling the need to eat. Jungkook shook his head he didn't deserve to eat he won't eat. His eyes got heavy once more and he closed his eyes wishing all of the pain can just be whisked away.

A/n: hi guys it's me! I've been seeing this blow up and it's made me so happy. I really enjoy making these for you guys and myself. I'm so glad you are enjoying these!! I'm sorry I post not on a regular basis. My home life is really stressful and crazy I'm going to try and post more I love all of you so much!! Thank you so much for reading 💕💓