Bts one shots

Namgi: bully part 2

⚠️❗️genre: angst & fluff includes self harm❗️⚠️

"I love you..." was the only thing said to the older male approaching before he closed his eyes and took the last foot step off the roof.

Yoongi's POV

"NAMJOON NO!!" I screamed and lunged toward the younger male. Who fell out of my grip and down further and further. I-I'm too late.... I sink down and tears stream down my face. H-he was right there... I-I couldn't reach him.

Did I get ya?

No ones POV

Yoongi gasped as he opened his eyes he looked down and saw an unconscious Namjoon in his hand. It was just a daydream! He had the younger boys leg in a tight grip. He felt a wave of anxiety and fear lift from his shoulders. The feeling didn't last long as he had looked down and Namjoon was unconscious. He started to panic once he saw that blood was dripping from the youngers face.
"N-Namjoon! Can you hear me?!?!" Yoongi let out a panicked scream as if being louder he would get an answer.
Yoongi felt his adrenaline kick in and he tried to pull Namjoon up. He groaned as he struggled Yoongi wasn't that strong and Namjoon was much taller than him.
"Hyung?!" Yoongi looked behind him keeping his grip, seeing a panting and very sweaty Jimin and Jungkook
"I need your help come over here now!!!" Jimin ran over to Yoongi and let out a sharp cry seeing his friend unconscious hanging from a building at this point most of his scars have opened up and have begun opening. His bleeding has worsened tenfold his arms and legs were bleeding.
Yoongis eyes widened and he almost lost his grip on Namjoon. Jungkook came over and pushed Jimin out of the way as him and Yoongi pulled Namjoon up and over the ledge. Jimin stepped back and cried softly and ran over to Namjoon once they got him up. He bit his lip and held his breath as he felt for a pulse. He let out a choked sob if happiness and turned to his boyfriend who was already calling an ambulance. Jimin held onto namjoons hand tightly begging him to stay with them.
"Please... please stay with us nammie.. I will take you out to the beach and we can go catch crabs okay? I'll spend more time with you nammie just stay with me.." Jimin sniffled over the larger boys body. 
Soon they heard sirens and jungkook ran down to the front of the school and waved them down to the school. The paramedics quickly ran up the stairs to see a young boy covered in blood surrounded by two shorter males. They told the boys to move and got to work.
"His pulse is weak we have to transport him to a hospital right away."
"We need to go now only one of you can go with us in the ambulance "
Yoongi looked at Jimin and just nodded.
"Thank you Hyung..." Jimin took a deep breath and followed the paramedics down the stairs and to the ambulance with yoonkook close behind.
"We'll be right behind you baby " jungkook yelled out to his boyfriend who just nodded as the paramedics closed the doors.
"I'll drive." Yoongi stated getting in the car Jungkook just nods in response.

Yoongis POV
Dear god I know I don't talk to you much but please make sure Namjoon is okay....
I turn on the car and start driving just barely breaking the speed limit I grip the wheel so tight that my knuckles go white . I am so sorry Namjoon... as the car picks up speed my eyes water.
"dammit I should have just told him instead of acting like a dick!" I bite my lip hard in frustration causing it to bleed. 'What if I can't ever see him again?' 'What if he dies it'll be my fault.' 'What if...'
I try to shake these thoughts out of my head but I can't they are taking over. 'It's your fault' I feel my cheeks wet and my eyes cloud blocking my view of the road. I'm not even paying attention at this point so what if I die? It will make namjoons life better.
"Hyung pull over now." I turn to Jungkook who is glaring at me. I nod weakly my eyes wet and pull over. I put it in park and switch places with Jungkook. I sit down and curl up in a ball I forgot jungkook was here he probably hates me too.... I have to make sure namjoons okay... then I can die... then I can lessen his pain...