WHAT DO I FEEL?

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Another long ass chapter incoming..

After the events in the washroom , Freya and Hope settle down in the latter's dorm and talk.

Freya:- What happened & what lead you to behave like this??

Hope doesn't respond for a few moments and when she starts to , tears start rolling down her cheeks.

Hope :- She talked about Mom and Dad's death.

Freya :- What did she say??

Hope :- That i was the reason they are dead.

Freya registers what she heard for a few seconds and gets angry but controls her rage . As she is about to speak , she is cut off by her niece.

Hope:- Well she is right isn't she ? Its because of me that both of them dies , trying to save me. If it wasn't for me they would  have been living a happy life right now. And what have I done with their sacrifice except disgrace them.

Freya :- HEy , hEy !! There is nothing like that sweetheart . Your parents died loving you and wanting a good life for and they wont ever regret it.  Believe me when i say this , They are going to be so proud of you & love you no matter what you do. You dad must be smiling somewhere right now looking at the confident woman you have become, she says with a smirk.

Hope gives a little smile with water filled eyes.

Freya :- You love , are the very best parts of your parents. You are everything they ever wanted & they loved you more than you will ever know.

After a few moments of silence , both Hope and Freya have tears remembering the loved ones they lost. Freya embraces the girl in a warm hug and both of them lie down on the bed with tear filled eyes as Hope holds onto her aunt who cups her beautiful face & pecks her forehead. 

Soon Hope doses of peacefully as Freya watches her sleep , a smile on her face as she leaves her niece to enjoy her dreams for some time.

( Simultaneously in Lizzie's Room)

Caroline is sat besides her daugther as she caresses her forehead and after sometime , Lizzie seems pretty normal.

Care :- Are you okay , my baby?

Liz :- Yeah mom , thank you bringing me in here.

Caroline smiles at her & takes her daughters hand into her own and assures her. As she asks the Blonde.

Care:- What happened in there? Why did Hope go off on you?? 

Lizzie realizes the question & just turns her head downwards towards the bed , her  mouth shut & confusion in her mind as to what to say.

Care :- Hey don't worry . Look at me , whatever it is I will always be here for you as she reassures her daughter.

Liz :- I said something to Hope I shouldn't have , I went a lil forward , we were bickering and i felt like one of those episodes creeping up and  I..

Lizzie suddenly stops as she is filled with guilt .Caroline squeezes her hand , nodding her to continue.

Liz :- I said something about her parents, I blamed her for parents death in the heat of the moment . I didn't realize what I was saying and I also blamed her for taking you and dad away from us.

Caroline looks shocked as she tries to digest what she heard .

Liz :- I didn't mean to say those things but I don't know what got into me and I couldn't stop. We had this moment in the cafeteria & when she mentioned it , something in me snapped like trying to deny it. I lashed out at her and overstepped and I crossed the line. I ruined it mom.

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