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Finishing my first two periods I now had lunch

I usually find a place to hide when it's lunch, mainly because I don't have any friends or anyone to talk to

Right now I need to find a place to be alone because I dislike being around a lot of people, it makes me feel anxious, so I'm probably going to go to the school library and spend my lunch there

I love being in libraries the smell of books and everything about them is just so comforting

Walking in I noticed that the library was almost empty, except for a few people sitting at tables and reading or doing their work, keeping my eyes to the floor I headed to the back of the library to look for a book

On my way I accidentally ran into something strong, I fell back but a pair of large hands was quick to grab my waist and keep me from falling,

Why the hell do I keep running into people today

Looking up I met eyes with that same weird guy I bumped into this morning

" Omg i-im so sorry I didn't mean to crash into you again, I wasn't looking where I was going" I quickly said

His arms were still around my waist and he looked down at me and didn't say anything, he was just looking at me

His gaze darted from my eyes to my lips causing me to grow nervous

"U-um your name's Aaron right?" I decided to ask him

He didn't respond to me he just kept staring at me, I wonder why he never speaks to anyone

He suddenly let go of me and walked away out of the library

I don't know why but I followed him out of the library

"How come you never speak?"

He was still walking and I was following behind him

"Hellooooooo"

He was still ignoring me, we ended up outside next to the football field, I looked over to him and he leaned against the wall and pulled out a pack a cigarettes

"Smoking is bad you know" I told him

Blowing the smoke out his mouth he turned to look at me

Suddenly he said "why did you follow me"

"Oh so you do speak"

He gaze returned to the sky

"Um, I was just um wondering if you were alright, you seemed pretty mad in class this morning" I said again

I'm not sure why I asked that but I was really curious to get to know about him

"I don't see how that's any of your business" he said, he quickly walked away and headed back into the building

This time I didn't follow him, the bell rang and I decided to head to my next class

Heading in to my last class, I had chemistry, I don't understand how there's some people that like chemistry it's so confusing and pointless

Sitting in the back of class I suddenly heard a voice coming from my right

"Hey you're new here right?"

I turned to look at who was talking and it was a girl seated next to my desk

She was really pretty, she had really long red hair and beautiful green eyes, she was wearing a green spring dress with a white cardigan over

"Yea, today is my first day"

"Your names Jennie right, your really pretty, my names Juliette by the way"

I started growing nervous, I don't usually talk to people, I get really nervous and awkward around them

"U-um thank you, your very pretty too" I quickly said

She smiled at me and turned to look to the front of the class

The teacher started talking but I wasn't listening

My mind always does this, I can't focus on what the teacher is saying or anything around me, i'm trapped in my own thoughts

Don't sit like that, don't look at anyone, stop shaking your feet, fix your hair, they think your disgusting, you look weird, don't go to the bathroom, don't get up, don't do that, don't do this

These thoughts that are always running in the back of my head, they never go away, there the reason I can't walk into a room filled with people without getting scared or nervous, there the reason I lost all my confidence and friends growing up

But all the sudden I started thinking about Aaron, the weird dude I accidentally bumped into two times

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