My Little Family <3 | Doah Story

part 2 | what if...

A/N-
It's been about 3 months since Dixie & Noah tried for a baby, and Dixie hasn't conceived yet. 3 weeks have passed since they last tried, and Dixies anxiety has been through the roof.

Dixies POV-
I've been trying to get pregnant for over 3 months, and I can't figure out what's wrong with me. I mean.. there's no sign that any woman in my family has had this issue, but maybe i'm just overthinking. Noah was out at the post office picking up some PR packages, and I was trying to finish the last season of grey's so I stayed behind. As i'm scrolling through my phone, I look up and see a banner saying my period hasn't started in 2 weeks. With my anxiety medication i'm taking, i've always had a messed up cycle so I thought I'd wait it out as this seemed normal.

Noah-
Hey babe i'm back!

Dixie-
Heyyy

Noah & Dixie at the same time-
N- Wanna open these packages wi-
D- I'm gonna go take a na-

Dixie-
"Im sorry, I-I'm just super tired & I don't feel..-

Noah pulls Dixie in and hugs her tight

Noah-
Don't worry about it baby, go rest i'll be up in a bit.

Dixie-
I love you

A/N-
Dixie walked upstairs thinking about how perfect her husband was. He was so understanding, and never questioned her.

Dixies POV-
I haven't felt the greatest since Tuesday.. it was already Friday so I decided to sleep for a while
to see if it helped. I wanted Noah beside me, but I didn't want him feeling like he had to baby me because I didn't feel well. I drifted off to sleep, and before I knew it Noah was cuddled up beside me.

Noahs POV-
Dixie seemed very off lately, and I wanted to give her as much space as she needed... even though I wanted to be with her every minute, I had to step back. Her little soft voice when she told me she was tired, made me realize how much stress that girl goes through. I opened up a few PR packages, but wanted to go up and check on Dix as it had been over an hour since she left the kitchen. I peaked my head in through the door and saw my little baby sleeping peacefully in a heap of blankets.

Noah-
he whispers: Awee my baby

A/N-
Noah tip toed into their bedroom and crawled into bed beside Dixie. She let out a soft whimper as she started moving around. Noah cuddled up right next to her making her feel more relaxed.

Noah-
shhhh you're ok.. go back to sleep baby

Dixie fell back asleep along with Noah, and they slept for 3 hours..

Dixies POV-
I woke up around 11:30pm feeling kinda hungry so I tried my best to get up without waking Noah. I quietly grabbed a blanket off my vanity chair and slipped downstairs. I felt so cold, and the hardwood floor wasn't making it any better. I still wasn't feeling good but I wanted to eat something. I checked the fridge and nothing looked good, so I just grabbed my water and sat by the window admiring the city below. I eventually fell back asleep on the couch, but woke up having a horrible panic attack.

Noah's POV-
I looked over at the clock and it was 1:30am. I shot up because Dixie was always in my view of the alarm clock but she wasn't there. I didn't wanna run downstairs in case she was sleeping, but I quietly walked out and saw my baby crying on the couch. "hey hey what's wrong love.." I said quietly. She was so shaky I almost didn't wanna touch her. I pulled her into my chest and she just cried her little eyes out. "baby can you calm down, and then tell me what's wrong?" she mumbled out a few words but I couldn't make out what she was saying. "baby can you breathe with me please."

Dixie-
Noah i-i cant breath

Noah-
Yes you can love, i need to know what's wrong so i can help you.

Dixie's POV-
I was struggling to catch my breath, but I was able to quickly let Noah know what was bothering me. "I-I'm scared o-of being sick babe." All of a sudden my stomach started hurting and a got a very sharp pain in my lower abdomen.

Noah's POV-
"Baby it's ok, everyone gets sick." I assured her that everything would be ok. I knew she hated being sick. The feeling brought on a panic attack, and she couldn't help herself. I carefully picked her up and carried her back up to our room. She had calmed down slightly but was still softly crying. I got her to fall back asleep as she needed it more than anyone. I cuddled up behind her and rubbed her tummy, watching her sleep. I knew something else was bothering her, but all I could do was be there for her. I must've fallen asleep because I woke up to the bathroom door slamming, and me alone in bed. I ran in and saw her curled up on the cold tile bent over the toilet, she was throwing up. I held her hair out of her face and kneeled down beside her.

Dixie-
BAB-

Noah's POV-
Dixie hurled again, and most of the water she drank came right back out. "Hey hey it's ok let it all out, you're ok." I felt so bad, I wanted to take all her pain away. I sat down behind her still holding her hair, as she quickly sat in my lap before throwing up again. She was throwing up everything in her stomach, and each time less and less came out. She dropped her heating pad on the floor on the way to the bathroom, so I reached over and grabbed it, before placing it on her tummy. "Babe i-im scared," she said in a whimpered voice. "Listen, i'm right here if anything happens ok love," I replied staying quiet and calm. She slowly sunk back into my lap, and rested her head on my chest. Within 5 minutes she was asleep. I debated whether or not to move her back into bed, but she quickly shot her head up and threw up again. She had nothing left in her, but her body still wanted to release. She was exhausted, out of energy and in so much pain.

Dixie-
NOAH MAKE IT STO-

A/N-
Dixie was scared. She was scared of throwing up. the thought of being pregnant hadn't even crossed her mind. All her body wanted to do was release everything, even if there was nothing left. 30 minutes passed, and Dixie had gone 15 minutes without dry heaving. Noah continued talking slowly and softly, trying to comfort her the best he could.

Noah's POV-
I made sure to keep my tone down so I didn't overwhelm her.. "Baby can I set you down so I can get a wash cloth for you?" My sweet princess let out a little smile before saying "yes babe." "I love you so much, you are the cutest thing ever," I replied slightly giggling. I handed Dixie the cloth and she wiped off her mouth as I helped her stand up so she could brush her teeth. "Do you want me to run a shower for you baby?" I asked still staying quiet. My question made her eyes start watering as she shook her head no. "Hey it's ok come here," I pulled her into my chest reassuring her that I wouldn't make her do anything she didn't want to. I carried her like a baby back to bed and she started crying in my arms. "Baby I know you're tired, it's ok." I gently placed her down on my side of the bed. "I'll be right back k I just need to grab something for you." I didn't leave time for her to answer me as I quickly ran to the kitchen and grabbed her some water, a tylenol & a bowl. I wasn't going to move her back to her side, so I got in on the other side as her eyes opened and she slowly sat up. "I got you some medicine, can you take it for me? please?" I knew she hated taking anything especially for her headaches. "You'll do it if you love me," I said quickly leaving her no time to answer my first question. She took the tylenol and I wrapped my arms around her thanking her for taking it. "I just want you to feel better baby ok.." I whispered.. but she had already fallen asleep. I then remembered that Dixie's been trying to conceive for over 3 months now.. I was shocked but I continued to lay in silence. "What if..."

THANK YOU FOR READING!!
sorry for not updating sooner, I had a lot going on and had little time:) I'll try and be more consistent but It might take a few days. Again please leave any feedback, or suggestions! Remember, eat and drink water! <3