Twenty two

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TW:NOT MOTIVATED TO EATING

I woke up with a headache. Probably because of how much I cried last night. I walk to the bathroom and do my little morning things like washing my face and brushing my teeth.

I stair in the mirror and a single tear falls down my face. My arms and flappy. My waist isn't small enough. My thighs are to big.

I wiped away the tear

I walked downstairs. I went to the kitchens I started at myself in the reflection of the fridge and closed it. I don't need to it look at me.

I walk back upstairs and lay back in bed. I plugged in my headphones and began to listen to music.
"Serotonin" by girl in red came on.

***

I got a knock on my door "y/n get ready if you aren't already your school is in like an hour." Charlie said threw the door.

Ugh.

I don't want to go to school. I got up and threw on an outfit

(Idea^) I slapped on some quick mascara and that's it I don't feel motivated to do more

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(Idea^) I slapped on some quick mascara and that's it I don't feel motivated to do more. But I want to look pretty....

I got up and did more makeup natural makeup but making sure to cover up any blemishes.

I hate my face.

***

Eli was driving me and all of our friends. We got out of the car and went to class. Walking down the hall Louis puts his arm around my shoulder

"Are you ok you didn't talk once the whole ride."
"I'm fine Louis."
"Are you sure because-"
I cut him off
"Louis drop it."

I speed walked away to my next class.

***

I'm sitting on the couch next to Louis watching glee. We haven't spoke since I stormed off earlier in the day.
"Y/n" Louis whispered
He looked me directly in the eyes
"Hm" I responded
"Are you ok?" I could see on his face and hear in his voice he was really concerned.

"Why wouldn't I be." I forced a shaky smile.
"Y/n it's ok not to be ok."
"Well I am ok."
"Y/n.."
"Shh Santana is going off on someone."

Louis looked concerned.
"Want to make macNcheese?!" He sounded excited
I hesitate "yes sure" I faked a smile i don't want to eat any.

Me and Louis had fun making macaroni it was done and he served to bowls and handed me one
"Oh I . Uh. I'm not hungry."
"Really? You love macNcheese and I haven't seen you eat anything today."
"Louis I'm not hungry ok." My voice had annoyance in it
I walked upstairs and gave the bowl to Charlie

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