erwin smith

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Dear Erwin Smith,

Is that too formal? God what am I doing.
It's been almost three weeks since I've started to confront my feelings (..?) for you.
I don't know how else to explain it than whenever you're around I feel stronger. I feel like I can kill about ten titans on a good day alone, but when you're around I feel like I can take on the world.
Which is like fifteen, everyone has their limits.
Even pretty cool guys like me.

I hate that you can't erase pen.

I don't know what did it for me at first..
The hair?
Your eyes?
Your body?
Your power?
I still don't even really know, I just have this feeling in my body like I'm going to vomit whenever you're around these days. I can't help but jump or get chills whenever you touch my shoulder or fix my jacket.
Your face?
Your personality?
I feel like I'm going insane, this isn't normal right? A five foot two man falling for a man who is easily a foot taller? Am I the omega in this situation or is it just the fact that I'm too much of a little bitch to send any of these..
Your lips..      ?
I still don't know. But if I ever realize why I find you so.. appealing I'll write it down.

— C Levi

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