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Dear E,

I have a bad feeling. I'm not sure what that entirely means but I've been nervous every time we leave. Every time one of my people gets killed. I'm tired of sitting around as if any of this is going to get better. I can take on them all, all of those stupid titans. I want to be able to protect you, but how am I supposed to do that when there is a possibility of them never going away?
I'm tired on betting my life on whether we will make it back that trip. I'm tired of begging your life on if I am strong enough to fend for the both of us. I know you can take care of yourself, but I'm constantly worried about you.
How can I not be? You do the dumbest shit like trying to sacrifice yourself to save others. Maybe it's 'heroic' but what would I do if you do die? What would I say? How would I live?

I'm not sure if I would be able to.

— L

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