The Devil's Flaws (Bonten #1)

PART 4

"Hey, did you cook this?"

You filled their glasses with water and you didn't answer Ran. Obviously, none of them can cook, so you probably the one who cooked.

You don't know anymore what's your role in this hideout.

But you're thanking them somehow because they're not harming you.

"What's this food?" Rindou asked you.

You sighed and answered him.

"I see," Rindou said.

You just looked at them all who quietly eating.

Mikey who just kept on eating. Among of them, he was the only one who is silent. He will only speak if it is important.

Akashi and Mochi were talking while eating. They are both older than their colleagues so they talk and understand each other.

Koko and Kakucho, on the other hand, haven't eaten half of their food yet because they are busy watching on their cellphone. They laugh as if no one is eating in front of them. No manner.

Meanwhile. Ran and Rindou were enjoy eating and ask you a questions. You think that they are the only two siblings you can sensibly talk to among of them.

And the last one is Sanzu. You just took a glimpse on him because you can't still get over from what happened in his room before.

Sanzu looks not in himself and he didn't eat the food. Before he could look at you, you averted your eyes from him.

"I'm just going outside," you spoke and Ran and Rindou nodded.

The rest just ignored you.

"Okay."

"If you need anything, just call me," you added before you finally leave.

You went to the living room and sit on the sofa there.

Day by day, you realize that Bonten are not bad like what you're thinking before.

But still, they are criminal.

They are doing something bad but if you take a look deep inside, you know that some of them are just lost.

If you are just strong you will help them. They just find a family in this group but you know that each of them have a goal. That goal made them together. You want to know more about them but you're scared.

You are afraid to step in their problems because it will go in something wrong.

You lean back on the sofa and close your eyes. You feel the cold inside and you calm yourself.

Suddenly you felt something in your ears. You feel the heat of the breath coming from there.

To your surprise, you turned around.

Your eyes widened when you saw Sanzu.
Aside from that, your faces are very close to each other.

He's bending over while you are looking up at him.

"Sanzu?

He grinned. "What's up?"

You turned your face away from him.

You can feel the redness on your face from what happened. You suddenly held your neck because you remembered what he did to you on his room.

What is he doing here? Is he done eating? He's the last person you want to see! You don't know what to do. You're panicking inside.

How many days did you avoid him because of what happened. Maybe he doesn't notice that so you wonder why he's there.

Suddenly, Sanzu sat across from you. Carrying a chair, he sat it upside down.

He smiled humbly in front of you.

"W-What are you doing here?" you asked.

"Just want to see you," he answered.

He took a little of your hair with his two fingers and played with it. You swallowed hard and your heartbeat starts to speed up.

"You always see me here."

He nodded. "Oh, really?"

Eventually, you felt Sanzu touch your face. He cupped your face and pulled it closer to him. You can feel the shock of what he did but it seems normal for him to do that.

"May I remind you that I own you?"

You didn't answer him.

He touched your lips with his thumb. He did that thing again which made you even more nervous.

Then, he looked at you in the eyes.

"I am the one who brought you here. Serving them is now done. From now on, you'll gonna obey what will I say."

"H-Huh?"

"You heard me?" he licked his lower lip. "Mikey's already know about this. You will not talk to them and do what they will tell you because you are mine."

Then you realize among of them. Sanzu is the person who's in control of your life. He spare your life by coming to him.

Now, he's asking for a payment.

"You understand?"

You slowly nodded your head.

"Good bitch," he laughed and pat your head. "See you!"

You just leaned back on the sofa with what Sanzu told you.

On the other hand, after Sanzu left the living room, he went straight to his room. He's already done eating so he's still looking for something to satisfy his night.

He took the drugs on the paper bag that Kokonoi bought for him earlier.

He sat on his bed and pulled out some pieces of the drug he had taken.

He loves taking it because when he's under on drugs, he don't feel lost. He can feel the happiness that he's longing for. In that drugs, he can feel so much happiness that no one can give.

Until his weak laugh grew louder. He's happy by having these drugs.

"This is fucking heaven!"

He was not yet contented.

He take another drugs until he's satisfied.

He wants more.

He didn't know that he's not himself anymore.

He's under on drugs now.

He just lay down on the bed and enjoy the pleasure he feels.

This is him.

He have so many flaws that no one can't understand but him.

He knows that drugs will just trigger his self being lost more but what can he do? He is happy here and even if he disappears, no one will find him.

No one will try to look after him because even him can no longer find himself.

After he closed his eyes, he suddenly felt a warm hug.

It's so warm and soft.

He wants more.

He wants to open his eyes but his eyes are not cooperating.

"I said I wouldn't interfere but here I am."

'A familiar voice. Who is it? ' Sanzu thought.

"Even if it kills me, I'll stay by your side to understand you."

It's you.

You entered in Sanzu's room. You are the one who gave him a warm hug.

You are the one who did that.

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