It's usually at night when I sit in silence.
Words pile up in my brain,
they make me go insane.
I'm supposed to be relaxing,
But fear and loneliness is what I'm attracting.
I don't know what's happening,
All my worries and thoughts are attacking.
I'm on the floor I'm gasping for breath,
Pulling my self together with the sanity I have left.
I could lie and say everything isn't what it seems,
Even when it's at night I'm hiding within the screams.