*Not proof read, feel free to point out mistakes*
Destiny's POV:
Me and indigo walked into Jayda's house kicking off our shoes at the door and I threw my purse down beside them. I wasn't drunk just a little tipsy. I don't get drunk unless I'm with a big group of people I trust. Me and indigo both decided to drink cautiously but we could still function good while high so we smoked as much as we wanted. We still took an Uber just in case though.
Indigo walked in the kitchen with ari. I just waved at her before walking upstairs to Jayda's room. I opened the door seeing her sitting on the edge of the bed. "You think I'm stupid?" She asked me standing up. "Girl what are you talking about," I asked changing into some night clothes.
"Stoping acting fucking stupid," she said showing me a post on the shade room.
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TheShadeRoom Looks like #DessDior and #MariahDior were spotted at the same club last night. Dess is in a very public relationship with her girlfriend #JaydaCheaves. However, Mariah has stated several times that it's only a matter of time before they get back together. What do you think, #roommates? Crazy coincidence or a sneaky link.View all 27,831 comments
SincereShow She innocent!
JaydaXDess We were rooting for you! We were all rooting for you! But no Fr it's just a coincidence."You know damn well I wasn't there with that girl," I said rolling my eyes at her. "So out of all the clubs in Atlanta you and your ex, just happened to end up at the same club. Do I look fucking stupid to you?" She said mugging me.
"Yes that's exactly what I'm saying. It was a fucking coincidence," I said getting mad. She just shook her head and went to go sit on the bed. "Listen this shit is getting old. I can't even fucking breathe in peace without being accused of cheating. We're never gonna last with you being this insecure," I told her ordering an Uber back home.
I was honestly not drunk but I didn't wanna chance it. I grabbed my phone walking to the door. "Where are you going?" Jayda asked I sitting up in bed. "Home," I said simply before walking out her room door. I put on my shoes and picked up my purse before leaving.
I love Jayda a lot but our whole relationship is so exhausting. I haven't done anything to make her not trust me. Every time she's having doubts or something bothers her I go out of my way to fix it. Jayda is just insecure. I'm sure it was probably a previous relationship that made her this way but I'm not them.
When I got home I seen I had a text from indigo.
Bestie😫♥️
Hey, we heard y'all arguing.
You good?Yeah I just got home. I'm
not mad or anything just
exhausted. I'm about to go
to bed though. Night night
I love you😖😘Love you too, sis.
Call me if you need me.Jayda's POV:
"Jayda I told you not to approach her about it at all. Let alone aggressively," ari told me sitting on my bed. "I know but I'm just scared she's gonna turn out like everybody else," I said putting my head in my hands.
"Jayda, I'm only telling you this because I love you. But you're letting your insecurities ruin this relationship. I mean damn how many times you think you can accuse this girl of cheating before she actually starts doing it" she told me.
"Ari you would be suspicious of that too. I mean her and her ex just magically end up at the same club," I said sitting up to look at her. "I'm not saying you didn't have reason to be suspicious but you should trust that she loves you and wouldn't cheat. I mean she's done everything she possibly can to make you feel secure, what more do you want from her." She said walking towards the door.
"and indigo told me they didn't even know she was there because they stayed in their section the whole time," she said before closing it. I laid back looking at my ceiling just thinking about how I got like this.
Dominique and I started dating in high school when we were 16. I guess you could say we were high school sweethearts. He was my first everything and I honestly thought he was it for me. Our relationship was perfect until his rap career blew up.
Dominique was perfect but lil baby ruined me. I was so happy for him when he blew up. He had been working extremely hard and I always supported him. I already had a pretty big following on Instagram so I would always post and promote his music.
When he blew up he immediately got signed and went on tour. I would see him on the shade room every week with different women. Deep down I knew he was cheating but all it took was a little sweet talk from him to make me forget.
It was like he had me under some type of spell. Until he had a baby. He didn't even tell me he got anyone pregnant. I found out like everyone else, on the shade room. Finding out that who you thought was the love of your life had a whole baby with someone else ruins you. I fell into a deep depression. I couldn't eat, sleep, or do anything but be sad and cry.
This lasted for months. I don't know what I would've done without Ari. She basically forced me out of my depression. I'm forever grateful for her. And a couple months later I met Dess.
I'd always known I was bisexual but I never thought I'd date a girl because I assumed I would marry Dominique. Destiny gave me back that happiness I thought was gone forever. I decided I needed to take some time to heal. To fix my trust issues and get back to the girl I was before Dominique or me and destiny's relationship would never work.
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