4Lifers (Jayda x Dess)

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*Not proof read, feel free to point out mistakes*

Dess POV:

It had been a little over a month since we got a back from Indigos Birthday trip. Everything between me and Jayda has been great. We talked out our problems and have been doing better with communicating. I've been working on not bottling up my emotions. She's been working on her trust issues. I feel like our relationship is the best it's ever been.

Today we were going on a date. I planned the last one so Jayda planned this one. Right now I was sitting in her sink bathroom counter doing my make up. I was starting on my eyebrows when my eyebrow pencil dropped in her trash can next to her toilet.

I got out of the sink bending down to pick it up. I stared down in the trash can for a minute looking to see if my mind was playing tricks on me. I bent down picking up to pregnancy test out of the trash can. I set them on the counter seeing they both read positive.

I paced around her bathroom thinking of possible explanations. The only people other than me that ever came over here were gay men, already went through menopause, or Ari.

I slid down her bathroom wall putting my head in my hands. I could her Jayda's footsteps getting closer to me. "Hurry up," she yelled slightly from her room. When I didn't respond she came into the bathroom.

"You're pregnant?" I asked her not looking up.

"I'm sorry," I could hear her crying quietly. I was trying to calm my breathing. I could feel my myself about to snap so I got up not looking at her.

As passed her to try to get out the bathroom she grabbed my arm. I took a deep breath before saying, "Jayda let my arm go"

"Destiny I'm sorry. I didn't mean to, it just happened," she said full on sobbing at this point. I pulled my arm from her turning to leave again only for her to grab my shoulder.

Before I knew it I turned around and punched her dead in her nose. She stumbled back covering her nose as blood dripped down her face. "Oh my god, Dess I'm pregnant," she yelled like I really gave a fuck. "So, Fuck you and that baby," I said grabbing my keys and wallet off the dresser.

I walked as fast as I could out of her house not even bothering to put on shoes. I just wanted to get as far away from her as possible. I just drove around. I was surprised I wasn't hysterically crying or something. I drove for hours thinking about all the time accused me of cheating but she was the one cheating the whole time.

I finally decided to go home. As soon as I walked it my house it was like everything hit me. She was having a baby with somebody else. I slid down my wall feeling my breathing get heavier. I felt like I was drowning. I felt tears roll down my cheeks one by one until I was fully sobbing.

All I could do was cry. I felt myself start to gasp for air. My lungs felt like they were on fire, I grabbed my hair pulling it. I didn't know what to do. I slid over laying on the floor. I curled my self into fetal like position.

Eventually I felt myself start to calm down and my breath even out. I felt so exhausted like I had just ran a marathon. I closed my eyes letting sleep consume me.

The Next Day

I woke up still on my cold floor. I didn't bother picking up my phone I just got up walking to my bathroom. I turned on the shower and picked out some pajamas while I let the water warm up. After I got out of the shower I put on my robe and finally went to go check my phone. I made myself a toaster strudel and sat at my barstools seeing I had a bunch of missing calls.

Manager Mia💚
3 new messages
Bestie♥️👩🏾‍🤝‍👩🏽
12 new messages and 18 missed calls
Mommy🤍
7 new messages and 10 missed calls
Stink😖👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩
39 new messages and 56 missed calls

I opened the messages from my manager first. She was just reminding me that I had an interview today at 10. I seen it was only 7 so I had time. I open indigos text, then my moms. They were both saying how worried they were and to please respond, I guess Jayda told ari and ari told indigo.

I responded to both of them saying I was okay and just fell asleep when I got home. I debated if I should open her messages or not. In the end I decided not to I deleted the messages and blocked her number.

I wanted to move with my life. I thought today I would be sad but surprisingly I wasn't. I just felt numb. I through away the trash from my toaster strudel before going up to my room to get ready for my interview.

~Time Skip~

"Yo Yo Yo Yo Yo we got Dess Dior in the building, What's poppin?" The guy interview me said into the mic. "What's up," I said laughing at how energetic he was. "So let's get into the music. Your fans are mad at you. They saying you got into a relationship and forgot about them," he said playfully.

"How bout this you can tell my supporters I got a song for them this weekend," I told him smiling. "Okay okay what can we expect from this song," he asked me. "I'm trying to give y'all that hot girl summer anthem. I don't really know I was just putting it together on the way here but imma finalize and record it tonight," I said with certainty cause I haven't given them a song in a couple months.

"Hot girl summer? Don't you gotta whole girlfriend," he said raising an eyebrow at me. "Nope I'm single," I said making the yikes face😬.

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The End.

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