"So that was...all of it." Jimin mumbles lowly, voice tired.
"Sounds ridiculous doesn't it? That he let me disconnect to those goddamn ear-ins after I attempt suicide?" He chuckles bitterly, but he gets no response at all.
In fact, Taehyung was quite the whole time Jimin explained his situation, and now he was sitting with his eyes a bit wide, mouth pursed, he kept blinking as if trying to process what he heard.
"Uh Taehyung— You ok?" Jimin asks, feeling nervous when the other looks too appalled, the other shaking his head with a huff.
Then he suddenly pulls the other in for a hug.
"Jimin you've been through so much, I can't even imagine— you're admirable really." He cooes genuinely, patting the other's back soothingly.
Jimin purses his lips.
"Don't mind but, Jungkook's probably gonna kill you if you keep hugging me— or— or let alone touch me." Jimin mumbles, dead serious, feeling unsettled since he knew a pair of eyes were always watching him.
Taehyung immediately pushes apart, apologizing.
"Oh, Jungkook-ssi don't kill me." He mutters under his breath almost dramatically, yet sounding serious.
"Well here's a fact, I can't believe even the half of what you said, this is so— so psychotic." He sighs, rubbing forehead with the palm of his hand, Jimin nods understandingly.
"Fuck, I feel so horrible right now." The brunette says, maintaining tense eye-contact. "I don't know how you don't understand but— Jimin this is serious stuff, you can't go on like this forever."
Jimin shakes his head, convincing himself if not denying the other's words.
"No, I'll be fine. told you there's nothing we can do about this. Though I really didn't want things to take such a turn but— I won't ever ever live it down if that video—" Jimin stops right there looking away, knowing that Taehyung understood what he meant.
"I'm gonna leave now Tae, forget what I said okay?" He asks softly, earning no particular response from the other.
But that didn't stop the blonde from getting up and making his way out the door.
He felt better now, venting out all the feelings on the other, but he was also worried that the other would waste time thinking on how to help him.
He had a quite night after, very relieved about the ear-in.
Though the calm silence didn't last long, as always the door bell rang and Jungkook allowed himself into his house.
Surprisingly this time, he didn't slam Jimin against the wall and kiss him forcefully.
Instead he hugged him and cried, strong arms around his small body and sobs that were definitely a new emotion that he saw in Jungkook.
Jimin stood silent and absolutely unmoving, a pang of u healthy guilt still lingering in his heart for making him cry and that made him hate himself—
Cause all of this is so fucked up.
"Fuck Jimin I was so scared— I would've turned this world upside down if you'd actually gone ahead and done that. I would have ended it too if you died." He says, voice hoarse and strangled from crying, wiping his tears and staring at the other with bleary eyes.
He cups the blonde's cheeks rather gently and slid his thumb against his plump bottom lip.
Jimin didn't know what to say, wasn't he the one who drove him to such limits of suicide attempt?
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Obsessed || Jikook
Fanfic"He was scared cause the other was obsessed with him." #5 Jikook #2 Kookmin #2 Bottomjimin #1 Vmin
