Anubhav's Apology

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“Nahi hum aapko nahi bata payenge. Aab aur himmat nahi hai humme. Aab hamara dil aur bojh sahen nahi kar payega”, He said looking into her eyes. All she was able to see the guilt in his eyes. His love for her was hidden behind the guilt. But Hassena had read his eyes like a master. Hassena held his shoulders. “Ek baar jo kuch bhi hua usse bhul jaye aur hamari ankhon mein ankhein dalkar kahe ki aapko hamare upar Bharosa hai!”, Hassena said. When he was silent she tightened the grip a little. “Boliye Anubhav!”, She shouted. “Aap sunna chahte hai toh suniye. Hum aapke upar aapne aap se bhi jyada bharosa karte hai. Par hamara daar iss bharose par havi ho raha hai. Hame samaj nahi aa raha ki kya kare.”, He replied. “Anubhav, jab tak aap hamare upar Bharosa karte hai tab tak saab thik hai. Hum kabhi bhi aapse nafrat nahi kar payenge”, Hassena explained.

“Aap humse kabhi nafrat nahi kar payengi na par aapne hame maaf bhi toh nahi kiya”, he said and Hassena left his shoulders. “Dekha sabit ho gaya ki aapne hame maaf Nahi kiya hai”, He said. “Aap...ne ...dhang se maafi bhi... nahi maangi ..na??”, Hassena said fumbling and avoiding any contact. “Aap chahti hai ki hum aapse maafi mange na??”, Anubhav said and without waiting for Hassena's reaction he pulled out his phone and tapped the phone two three times. Hassena had turned her back towards him. Suddenly, she heard Karishma's voice. “Ka baat hai bhaiya?? Aapne achanak se phone kiya voh bhi video call, kuch gadbad toh nahi hua na??”, Karishma said through mobile. “Jara ek minute ruk jaye..”, he said and again started tapping on mobile. “Kya kar rahe hai aap??”, Hassena and Karishma asked. “Ka baat hai sir??”, They heard Cheeta's voice. They kept asking him about what happened he dialled for another time and this time it was Santosh.

“Aap sab ko humne isiliye call kiya hai taki aap dekh sakhe ki hum sab ke samne aab Hassena ji se maafi maang sake”, He said. “Yeh ka pagalpan hai Bhaiya??”, Karishma asked angrily. He turned towards Hassena and started speaking, “Hassena ji, humne Mission Jeet ke liye jo bhi kiya uske liye hum aapse puri hriday se aapki kshama prarthana kar rahe hai. Hamari ankhon mein dekhe aur kahiye ki aapne hame maaf kiya ki nahi”. When Hassena didn't speak and was staring him with teary and wide eyes he started doing squats, holding his ears. Hassena ran and disconnected the call. Everyone were hell confused. Hassena threw the mobile on bed. “Yeh kya pagalpan hai Anubhav??”, Hassena asked Angrily on top of her voice. “Kyuki humse aur sahen nahi ho raha”, Anubhav said defeated. He crashed on floor and started crying bitterly.

Hassena ran to him and hugged him. He too hugged her back. He started letting his guilt and anger on himself by crying. That was probably one of the way to get out of that immense pain. She found her shirt getting wet due to his tears. Hassena rubbed his back to soothe his pain. After almost two and half hours he stopped crying. All the time they hadn't spoken a word. Hassena was too crying as she was seeing him like this first time. “Humne aapko maaf kiya Anu!!”, Hassena whispered in his ears. He looked at her in shock. “Sachme?”, He confirmed. Hassena nodded. He hugged her in excitement. She hugged him back and smiled. “Hum jald hi aapne pyaar ko bhi accept kar lenge Anu”, She thought.

“Aab aap please bataye ki kya hua hai??”, Hassena asked. “Aap sach mein hamse Nafrat nahi karengi na??”, Anu asked. His fear of his love, hating him was killing him from inside. She cupped his face and nodded. “Toh suniye kya hua tha”, He said. “Hum ek IB officer reh chuke hai Hassena. Humne Na jane kitne officers ko train kiya hai, unme se ek candidate ka naam Ayesha Gupta tha”, He said. She raised her eyebrows. She listened him further as he started narrating....

Flashback

Delhi; Three years Ago

Anubhav walked towards the gate of IB office Delhi. He was newly posted there. As he was walking towards the gate when a girl collided with him. “Are aapni drishti aage rakhiye. Kon hai aap?”, Anubhav asked. “Kya kidhar rakhna hai??”, the girl asked. “He prabhu kya jamana hai? Iss desh mein aapni hi rashtrabhasha ka matalab samjhana padta hai! Drishti aage rakhiye yani ki dekh kar chaliye. Aaisa kehna chahte the hum”, he explained. “Oh!!”, she stretched the word. “Lagta hai aap Anubhav Singh hai” “Ha, parantu aap?” “Jai Hind sir, Ayesha Gupta Reporting Sir!”, she saluted. “Toh aap yaha new candidate hai?” “Ha! Vaise Bakshi sir ne aapko bulaya hai”, she said. “Thik hai! Hum aate hai.” “Thik hai!”, she squealed and ran inside. He smiled seeing her. He thought that soon this laughing and cheering happy go lucky girl will turned into a rough agent.

Flashback ended.

-To be Continued

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