i know you, don't i? || NEGAN FANFICTION

Chapter 14

Negan pov

I didn't stop crying. I laid in my bed crying, not going out of the house. The risk to see her is too big. Maybe I skip school on Monday, then I don't have ti see her and she doesn't have to see me. I'm sure she hates me now... "What have I done?" I got really angry at myself.

I got out of bed and walked downstairs seeing the leather jacket she loves so much hanging over a chair. It was 10 in the morning but I didn't care, I walked to the fridge grabbed a beer and sat down on the couch. I watched Iron Man because she loved the movie. As the movie was over I stood up and walked in the bathroom.

"I can't stay here like that...I need to talk to her." I said to myself and looked in the mirror. I decided to shave my really bad looking beard off and took the razor. I put some shaving cream on my face and started. "SHIT!" I yelled because I cut myself accidently. I was lucky I didn't cut myself at the throat because it's really dangerous.

I finished, put some after shave on and dressed up. I just wore a hoodie, black pants and a white blue checkered coat. I grabbed my keys and walked out of the house. I got in the truck until I noticed a weird thing in front of me about 20 meters away. I leaned forward and tried to detect the thing. It walked slowly in my direction and I got out and yelled for it. The thing walked really weird. "Uhm hey, are you okay?" I yelled and walked in its direction.

As it got closer I saw what this thing is. It looked ill and...dead? I was confused and to make sure it's not dangerous for me I got back in the truck, locked it and turned on the radio.

"THIS IS AN EMERGENCY MESSAGE, STAY IN YOUR HOUSES, THE GOVERNMENT DOESN'T KNOW WHAT CAUSED THIS, BUT THEY'LL FIND OUT. DON'T GET NEAR THOSE CREATURES, THEIR BITS ARE DEADLY!"

"Woah what the actual fuckedy fucking fuck?" I said to myself. I drove out to search Ava, she's probably at home. I'm not sure if she noticed what's going on...maybe she did and she's hurt. I drove faster because I started to worry and I didn't want to see her maybe dead when these things bits are deadly.

On my way to her house I saw many of those creatures on the street and on the fields. I tried to drive around them so that my car wouldn't break down.

I got to her house and saw that the fence was broken. I jumped out of my truck, and started to run to the door. I saw a few of those creatures in her garden and tried not to be too loud.

Nothing happened and I slowly pushed the door open, it wasn't locked. I yelled and searched every room for her or her mother. I walked in her room and saw that it was really messy. The closets were open, clothes and school books and exercise books were laying around on the ground.

"Fuck!" I yelled because she was gone. I bolted down in the kitchen, opened every drawer and saw that they were completely empty, I checked the fridge. It was empty too, only beers were still in it.

I slamed the shelf door and I heard some of those zombies coming in. They were groaning and it got louder. I could find anything to defend myself because all the knives were gone. I searched every drawer for something when I finally found a fork and small knife. I don't even know how to fight those things, they are dead and I have no idea how I can kill them.

They walked in the kitchen. Two of them. In my direction. I took the small knife and pushed it really hard through the walkers head. It dropped tonthe ground and I knew I have to kill them through their head. The next one had the fork through its skull. It was hard to push them in, because they weren't really sharp.

Maybe they die because I killed their brain funtion or something. Nah that doesn't even make sense. They are already dead. I don't even understand how all of this could happen.