𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴~𝓱𝔂𝓾𝓷𝓼𝓮𝓾𝓷𝓰

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It was now the weekend and it seemed like everyone was out their dorms partying, getting high or drunk or whatever people did while seungmin stayed in his dorm catching up on his homework already.

"come on hyung just commee with uss" jeongin whined pulling seungmins sleeve.

"no je i have to finish this essay, maybe tomorrow."

"but tomorrows Saturdayyy it isn't as funn" jeongin whined now pouting attempting to give puppy dog eyes but seungmin not giving in.

jeongin knew how important school was to seungmin but still tried to get him away from school work as much as possible.

"just one dayy, you can do that tomorroww"

" jeongin come on, ill go with you tomorrow somewhere" seungmin ruffed the youngers hair as he was let go

"mhm right" he crossed his arms giving a cute angry glare " thats what you said last time hyung"

seungmin chuckled and pushed jeongin to catch up with felix and minho who were waiting outside already.

"fine... I'll bring you back some food though... love you..." jeongin finished his sentence with a whisper dashing off down the hall and turning at the corner, seungmin smiled to himself and closed the room door behind leaning against it sliding to the floor.

He was so tired of putting off his friends every weekend to work but he'd regret it later if he didn't.

He began crying feeling overwhelmed with emotions and school, his parents words constantly playing in the back of his head how worthless he was if he didn't succeed, how much pain he was in each day but held it in, internally screaming for help but never reaching out feeling embarrassed and stupid he wasn't as happy and perfect like everyone else.

He cried into his hands letting out quiet sobs feeling his heart ache he couldn't hold it in any longer.

After a few minutes he slowly relaxed himself wiping his tears feeling pathetic for being so weak and helpless, he atood to his feet slowly walking to his desk, head overwhelmed and in pain he sat and opened his lap top sighing as he felt his tears build up again he quickly exhaled pushing them done and logged in wanting to just throw himself out the nearest window. Maybe it'd be better if he did. he didn't necessarily feel needed, just a pain to everyone even his friends, he felt quilty how they'd worry and cared for him with his problems he'd perfer if he just left.

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"hyunjin is this okay?" jisung asked showing him his white tee and baggy blue jeans oufit with a chain paired with a black bucket hat.

"yea totally" hyunjin responded gesturing a thumbs up "what about me?"
Hyunjin extended his arms showing himself wearing a white tee whith a black bomber jacket with a white rose on one side paired with black jeans.

"swag" jisung said attempting to seem cool.

"alright you ready sluts?" changbin walked in from the bathroom adjusting the watch on his wrist, he wore all black as usual, clearly didn't put much effort in his outfit.

"really hyung" jisung asked annoyed "we're going to a club thats it? a black shirt and black Joggers?lame."

"hey im going right? i told you i didn't want to dumbass"

"yea but people! you could get laid, im just saying!"

"i told you i dont do that fuckface"

"well you never know who you'll see i mean... what about that guy from yesterday, he could be there" jisung smirked devilishly as hyunjin chuckled.

"yah shut up about that will you?"

".....youknowyouwantto...." jisung quickly replied then ran out the dorm as changbin was now chasing after him at full speed.

hyunjin laughed softly at how immature his friends would seem and locked his room walking after them.