𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴~𝓱𝔂𝓾𝓷𝓼𝓮𝓾𝓷𝓰

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"what?...me?...high?...no never..." minho obviously was, still in the dark room his eyes were a redish pink and he struggled to stand still

"yes dude you are! how!?!"

"a shopping-cart thingyy..."

"a kart?! damnit from who?!"

"wooah woah chilll" someone beside minho spoke up "itts finnee" he slurred laughing after along with minho

seungmin was furious, minho had never had an interest for drugs and even slightly hated them, seungmin didn't like seeing him act so childish and clearly out of it.

"iim jisung...remember?" he put his hand to his shoulder
"he said it was fine! i told him no but..." he gestured an 'i dont know'

"ugh minh- FELIX NO-" seungmin shouted loosing felix who wondered back to dancing crowd. he felt overwhelmed, the loud music getting to him again, the amount of people everywhere overcrowding and he felt like he had no control of his friends.

"hyung its okay, just relax, we're here to have fun remember?" jeongin noticed how his demeanor changed and tried reassuring him everything was okay. he sighed in reply

"heyyy...minnie isnt that your boyfriend-..." minho asked pointing to the crowd, everyone turned looking for whoever he was speaking of. at first seungmin was confused and angry then felt his heart stop seeing a women and hyunjin dance together, he watched how happy he seemed close to her not paying to others crashing into them and just focusing on her.

Seungmin felt stupid for feeling heart broken and pushed jeongin aside storming out the building pushing through everyone, jeongins shouts for him fading.

He started running seeing jeongin chase after him, loosing him down some alley he stopped for a moment light headed and out of breathe. his hands and body was shaking profoundly and he couldn't think straight, he felt his back hit the brick wall behind him groaning form the pain he slid to the floor now crying and cursing to himself. He couldn't explain why he felt so hurt, he shouldn't, they're just friends right?

"so stupid, i shouldn't have come, why am i so stupid? he doesn't care about me this is all so stupid i should have told him sooner there was no point in hiding it! its not a big fucking deal I'm so stupid why am i feeling this ive never felt this before its not like o like him or some shit-" seungmin was pulled from his thoughts as he suddenly saw someone through his teary eyes bending before him.

"hey you okay? what happened?"

Seungmin couldn't answer or even tell who it was, he tried pushing the figure but so weak he basically did nothing, he was hyperventilating, tears streaming down his cheeks and shaking.

Suddenly seungmin was in their arms, at first confused but didn't protest, instead he clung to them. crying on their shoulder, feeling them rub his back telling him to relax he focused on their words and his breathing

"just breathe..."

Seungmin started breathing at a normal pace and his tears stopped. he let go of their chest sniffling and rose his head feeling warm hands hold his cheeks

"what happened?"

Seungmin met hyunjins eyes and his mouth hung open, he was confused, he just saw hyunjin happy with someone else and now was sitting on his lap in some alley.

Hyunjin softly wiped his tears seeing seungmin melt to his touch closing his eyes and clinging back to hug his chest and lay his head to the crook of his neck.

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"so you gonna tell me what happened?"hyunjin softly swayed on the swing set next to seungmin who was looking down kicking the wood chips below him.