𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴~𝓱𝔂𝓾𝓷𝓼𝓮𝓾𝓷𝓰

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seungmin felt his vision starting to blur and his throat in a knot "... i just... i really didn't mean it im so sorry " he quickly lowered his head and wiped his tears feeling embarrassed for his was cracking, "you dont have to forgive me at all but im so sorry-" suddenly he stopped speaking and felt a warm embrace, seeing it was minho he immediately clung to him and began to sob, he felt terrible about how he reacted to the situation, awhile ago he stopped letting himself get angry even for the smallest things because of how much he'd lose control, doing it again made him feel like he was becoming his parents which absolutely terrified him.

"its okay min... i know you just were overwhelmed, im sorry we even came in. " he hugged him stronger genuinely feeling bad for invading their privacy.

seungmin sobbed some more before he felt jeongin then felix join their hug, "group huggg" felix joked and squeezed

"ah- hyung-" jeongin whined.

they stood for a second before finally letting go, seungmin calmed down and whipped his checks of his tears.

"of course i forgive you min, it was just a one time thing... "
"ya... totally... " seungmin sniffed

"yay now we're good again!"
felix quickly hugged seungmin and smiled brightly making the younger chuckle.

they all walked to their quarters and departed to reach their classrooms.

seungmin fiddled with his hoodie and he walked in, partly why he cried so hard was because he knew he hurt hyunjins feelings, he didn't mean what he said, obviously hyunjin meant the world to him but minho finding out before he was ready was a nightmare. he couldn't really put together why he wanted it to stay more of a secret, he really liked him but felt the need to hide.

he sat at his normal seat waiting to see the blonde walk in but he never did. he decided to see him at the end of the day but instead saw him in the courtyard with his friends at lunch, he watched him laugh and mess around, he seemed so happy.

suddenly felix spoke, "oh my gosh changbin is literally so hot and he's literally just standing" the freckled boy was obviously staring at changbin who was obviously trying to flex his muscles since he knew lix was around.

"gosh please stop i can see saliva all over your pants" minho joked

"i cant help it i just know! hes big"

"ew hyung-" jeongin gave a disgusted look

"im so serious"

"but hes so short." seungmin chimed

"YAH WE'RE LITERALLY THE SAME HEIGHT"

"ya because youre short too"

felix gave seungmin his normal death glare which made him chuckle.

suddenly felix stood and started making his way to changbin, the three watched having absolutely no idea what he was upto.

they watched the two obviously flirt and get closer to one another soon making out, they looked away in disgust.

"ohmygod im gonna barf- uagh-" minho gagged holding his stomach

"ahh gross" seungmin looked away to hyunjin who was teasing changbin, he soon looked to seungmin who gave a small shy wave.

hyunjin ignored him as jisung starred obviously mad at him. 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘪𝘮? 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝘦 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸? 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝘦 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨? 𝘰𝘩𝘴𝘩𝘪-
seungmin began to think looking away, suddenly he stood and hurried of to class ignoring his friends yelling for him.

at the end of classes he went to work at a petshop, he worked whenever his boss told him to come in which wasn't that often but he liked it, getting to learn about different animals and their needs was always something he loved and getting to care and hangout with them was such a plus.

"hey! seungmin! i need you to put down how many of each animal in the store and that includes the crabs, frogs and fish! "his boss spoke.

" what?! every fish?! thats insane! " seungmin complained

"you want a job or no? "

seungmin sighed grabbing a notepad and pen and dragged to the anpibian area.

it took his two hours for every species and his still had more to record.

hours later he was barely about done, all was left was cats. easy they barely had any.

he walked over and enter the area, cats im(srry literally as im writing minho goes liveri summoned him your welcome 😁AH HES SO CUTE-srry-)

cats immediately began meowing at seungmin, they loved when people came in, usually it meant feeding, cleaning or to play

"sorry guys im just counting right now, someone will come later to play" he spoke in a baby voice

he approached the first kennel and recorded her name and breed, "cool, i got you mary" and walked to the next (srry min literally just mentioned seungmin 🕴im summoning them all😎)
and walked to the next kennel, "alright got you benny... " he continued till he reached the last kennel, the cat had been meowing since seungmin walked in begging for his attention,

"alright lil noise baby- oh-" seungmin froze immediately recognizing him,

"oh my gosh joy what are you doing here?! " he immediately open the kennel, joy jumping to his lap purring

he pet him and examined his information page

"yikes they named you garry... " definitely changing that" he softly spoke and left a kiss on his head before changing his name on the sheet.

seungmin was now walking home, alone in the dark thinking about joy, he hated having to leave him but he wasn't allowed in the dorms and his boss forsure wouldn't let him leave for a night.

he entered the building and walked to hyunjins dorm a bag in hand yet he fiddled with tje plastic feeling his stomach begin and his mind filling with what to say.

he finally reached his dorm and froze before knocking, he mentally built up the courge and did so, moments later he heard someone approach on the other side and unlock it opening.

"oh... its you. " jisung spoke and crossed his arms giving and annoyed look "he's not here. "

"oh... where is he? " seungmin avoided his glaring

"im not supposed to tell you."

"... can i get a hint?" seungmin nervously joked, jisung starred back and closed the door without saying a word.

"dang... " seungmin palmed his head feeling stupid