Her Hazel Eyes ( Yachi x Kiyoko)

A new memory

---------------------------------------------------- Yachi's pov ----------------------------------------------------------

Shota leaned in. I looked at her as she leaned in and our lips met. She melts into the kiss.. unlike me I stand stiff trying to enjoy. My mind keeps going to Kiyoko though, until my mind goes black.

Flashback

"I- I'm not ready" I murmured

"C'mon.. yes, you are, you're just scared. Don't worry I can lead," Shota said

Shota was on top of me while I was below her. Her hair was in a messy bun with her un-ironed shirt and loose shorts. I was wearing sweats and a white crop top. We were going to bed until Shota kissed me and one thing led to another. Now, she was on top of me and I was pinned.

"Can we just go to bed please..?" I sigh, looked away from her.

"Oh, I guess you just don't love me enough for this," Shota whispers.

She lets go of me and goes back to her side of the bed. My eyes widen with her words I shoot up and look at her. She was laying the other way from me. A loud silence goes over us..

"Fine." I say.

"Hm?" Shota says, while sitting up and looking at me.

"We.."

"We can do it." I say, nervous.

I didn't want to but I did love her.. and if I loved her why should I say no? It will make her happy and her being happy makes me happy. I'll just 'suck. it. up'.Shota smirks and lets out a sigh. She comes over me and takes off my white crop top revealing my pink bra. I held back tears and look to the side while Shota laid gentle kisses on my neck. She pins my arms and her nails dug into my arms.'I wanted this... right? so suck up.'Flashback-overWhat was that.. was that a memory? When did that happen. No I need, I want-. My mind when blank. What do I want?

...

I want to go home.

Shota tries to insert tongue. I gasp and push Shota off me harshly. We both fall, Shota's shoulder breaks the fall but I hit my head. A sharp pain hits. I hurry to sit up and grab the back of my head. I hear steps rushing towards me.. Shota clasps my hand I quickly move back.

"I need go to.." I panic.

Shota kneels infront of me.

"What's wrong?!" Shota puts her hands on my cheeks.

I don't want to be touched right now after remembering whatever that was. Everything is a blur I don't like that memory. I want Kiyoko right now I want somebody else I need to be anywhere else. I slapped Shota's hand away and got up. I looked down and Shota's shocked face.

"I'm- I'm going home." I said, out of breath.

I've been holding my breath and finally got to grasp a breath of air. 

Time skips

was walking away from Shota's apartment. Her room light was still on. The air is cold and uncomfortable. I can't go home at the middle of the night.. My mom would be skeptical and find out. I opened my phone and pulled out the first contact on my phone.

                   'Kiyoko<3' 

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Kiyoko'

Yachi: Hey are you awake?

Yea, what's up? :Kiyoko

Yachi: I'm sorry but I need a place to stay, can I come over?

Oh, yea of course Yachi! :)

I sighed and smiled. I started walking to Kiyoko's house in the cold. The moon finally shows and glistens on me. I look up at the white pale moon. I look back down 'what was that memory' I can realize it was from middle school. Why was it kept from me.. I realized it was cut off at an unusual part. I realize there was more than that. Something else happened. My train of thought stopped once I was at Kiyoko's front door. I was gonna ring the door bell until the door opened mid way. I looked up confused, to see Kiyoko in pajamas and smiling.

"Ah- sorry it's cold outside so I was waiting for you.." Kiyoko said, embarrassed.

I giggled and looked at her red ears. A smile rushed over my face making me forget about Shota. I bowed and went inside. Everything will be fine.