After school Friday, xylia my mom picks us up in a bright red convertible with the top is down even though it's freezing out and her wavy brown hair is a mess but she smiled at me she's the prettiest grown up I've ever seen no wonder xylia It's so beautiful she looks just like her mama on her mind is a little plumbing not fit because she has a little wrinkles around her dog eyes I mention that is what you're so beautiful she looks just like her mama on her mind is a little plumbing not fit because she has a little wrinkles around her dark eyes I imagine that is what xylia Will look like when she's older I hope I'll still know her then so I can see it as I go to the car xylia momma says hello tiana putting our head as I shake it she says Juliette xylia tell me so much about you my heart pound xylia told her mama so much about me?she told me about you too I say I tried to do what she said but I tripped and face plant beside her she loves you're so cute she says helping me up if it's too cold for you girls I can put the top up Juliette says xylia looks at me her eyebrows rise in a question I like it I say xylia beans as if I just answered exactly the right way I knew you would Julia pulls out of the parking lot and I can feel myself blushing but from the shame of falling from the shame xylia tell me I'm cute we can't talk much on the way home because the wind is loud xylia mama music is even louder xylia singing along her hair slapping around her face. When we get to xylia how's Julie it's shows open the door which she hasn't bothered to lock and hold it for us
Mi casa es su casa warm air wraps around me it's like a step into a fairy land there are so many colors it's dessert ever give me a huge paintings and gold frames home from the wars Juliet must have a green thumb because everywhere I look there's some sort of potted plant I feel like I'm looking at a Goddess is alreadyI take a sip and swish it around well I say slowly I think it's a slang rainbows and flowers and every other perfect thing in the world that's what I think it taste like xylia smile that's better than salmon as we drink our cider xylia leg pressed against mineI feel close to her I want to get closer and want to tell her a secret I've never drink alcohol before because it scares me but my parents are drunks I say out loud my dad my throat tightens watch out he'll kill you I can't believe I said it was the first time I've ever told anyone about daddy does he hit you? Xylia asked let me I say not yet anyway but my mom and my sister yeah he hit them he hit too if he know what I was what are you some kind of Alien 👽 xylia ask trying to make me smile but her eyes are still worried I think about telling her that i like girls and then I decide not to what if she hates me what if she gets up and leaves me here with my Cider? She says no you can tell me anything right?The heat from her leg stops me into mine I just told you more than I've ever told anyone I whisper I want to say more she asked not really she grabs my hand OK she lives my fingers to her lips and kiss my knuckles.
