You walk with me all this way 1,000,000 miles at most seems to you and now you want to why why are you say that I come so far I will tell you these are names you were a member like Hitler and Marilyn Monroe and Michael Jackson but if I hadn't brought you along with me you wouldn't remember my brother you say who is Iggy Stonebrook anyways maybe now someone will always remember my brother and his beautiful broken brain my brother was my hero he see me again and again he wasn't a Spit shined hero be kind and comic books with glossy boots in the bill whip keep my brother picked his nose still left on my face love that scratches in to forever and now at least you know I will bury my brother today I wish it would snow but it doesn't I stared out the window Chris in the unnecessary warm weather who thought to make it sunny on the day I say goodbye to my brother did the sky cried for mamas broken face but I can't make the World pretty and wait for Iggy the patchy rid of the last snowfall our money now and ugly last night I brought mom was all black for the address she bought a new one but I doubt that one I wore for the kittens good Spit shined hero be kind and comic books with glossy boots in the bill whip keep my brother picked his nose still left on my face love that scratches in to forever and now at least you know I will bury my brother today I wish it would snow but it doesn't I stared out the window Chris in the unnecessary warm weather who thought to make it sunny on the day I say goodbye to my brother did the sky cried for mamas broken face but I can't make the World pretty and wait for Iggy the patchy rid of the last snowfall our money now and ugly last night I brought mom was all black for the address she bought a new one but I doubt that one I wore for the kittens goodIt hangs over the chair as long as still as a deaf should Iggy I was but it's here burn down my face at his name I go to my bed and mop on my selves in a pillow and I slip into the dress I run a comb through my hair which is starting to grow back I slid on a pair of mamas fancy shoes instead of old boobs they hurt my feet but that's all right with me I'll do anything to look pretty for Iggy today Iggy's dad a playful know our house is dead car speed on by spin mall with their tires if he's dead chickens squawking he's dead by the time daddy get dressed I've been sitting on the couch for hours watching the sunrise Stand slowly you ready I asked our business like I surprise myself with how cool and calm I seen you think I was on my way to school ever since I found out Iggy was dead I've been going back-and-forth between numbness and happy daddy straightened the lab on his suit the iggy wore to his graduation and now it's mama standing behind him Her eyes are red they walk out the door I go to change jar on the mantle and dump it in my purse then I followed him outside as we drive towards the cemetery I see understanding the sky a little bit I can cry right now either in the worst thing is I know everyone was specked it they will be watching me thinking why isn't the girl crying does she have any natural affection I always knew there was something off about her I try to mess with some tears but that's just won't come in he's dead and me and the sky can't cry at his funeral what kind of world is this?her eyes are red they walk out the door I go to change jar on the mantle and dump it in my purse then I followed him outside as we drive towards the cemetery I see understanding the sky a little bit I can't cry right now either in the worst thing is I know everyone was specked it they will be watching me thinking why isn't the girl crying does she have any natural affection I always knew there was something off about her I try to mess with some tears but that's just won't come in he's dead and me and the sky can't cry at his funeral what kind of world is this at the graveyard rolls and rolls of white stones are line or a piece of flower sprinkled here in there black birds squawking and Pat I want to shoot them away told him to have some respect for the dead I had a class of people gather around an open grave at the center of the people right next to a pile of fresh dark dirt set a big mausoleum box on top set 60 billion like roses I want to break their necks how dare they pretend to cry when they're going to leave this place and go out for a nice lunch what with the funeral and all how do you know what today is the last thing I would think of Iggy how did they win their biggest responsibility is maybe to make a potato cheese casserole later for mama I'll be caring a memory of the stay around forever likely cinderblock you can't share in this day I want to say this day is a new watch is my new people just go home like when there's an accident in FOX gather around the chefs everybody move along now there's nothing more to see here that's what I wanted to say I think about the way you want to be all he could be the thing I never got to tell him was that he was all he could be he was the best person I ever knew you deserve a 21 gun salute or a better 21 bird call in my head I packed some because Iggy might like Kaka Kaka whistle whistle whistle so on and so forth we sat on a roll of lawn tools that have been lined up with the family is there and preacher shipped in from Albuquerque it's up to say speech since Raven windshield couldn't be here family emergency he say no I think it's mostly that he's pissed about me telling the truth about Elijah I'll say goodbye to Iggy down by the river where we play when we were little I whisper tiana stop he hisses come back your mama mouth no I walk slowly in front of the car out filling their eyes burn into my skin let them look at all they want I keep walkingWhen I reach our place the sign of a nearly knocked the wind out of me I imagine him sitting there on that rug really in a big one with his bare hands in the mud laughing up a storm but he's not there and the only thing I can do is sink down on the rock and cry Iggy I whisper I don't know if you can hear me up there with that girl of yours I try to be happy for you but I can't I don't know what I'll do without you that is forever nothing ever lasts I think about love and leave it and I think about xwhen I reach our place the sign of it nearly knocked the wind out of me I imagine him sitting there on that rug really in a big one with his bare hands in the mud laughing up a storm but he's not there and the only thing I can do is sing down on the rock and cry Iggy I whisper I don't know if you can hear me up there with that girl of yours I try to be happy for you but I can't I don't know what I'll do without you that is forever nothing ever lasts I think about love and leave it and I think about xylia I stay at her ring thinking about the letter she wrote me I think about train tracks in Mexico I think about the voices in my head that's been telling me to run a stick my toes in the water even though it's called a bunch sloth against my toes and pick it up just for something to hold onto but this bitch has wings I turn the word over and there it is I stay at her ring thinking about the letter she wrote me I think about train tracks in Mexico I think about the voices in my head that's been telling me to run a stick my toes in the water even though it's called a bunch sloth against my toes and pick it up just for something to hold onto but this bitch has wings I turn the word over and there it is xylia Face but beautiful slowly and take the angel a craft in my hands #GrowOnHerWingsKissingTheTopOfHerHeadICloseMyEyesForten80sHereBesideMeHe'sTalkingTheWayHeDidWhenHeSeeClearThroughIComeOutHeTAli's LikeDaddyNeverBrokeHim i'm not afraid Tina-he says The only thing I can't leave behind with a crime is you sometimes I look around at the clouds because I figured that's what you were watching to you always do you have your head in the clouds this I watch clouds rolled across the sky over the mountains and away I don't know if the voices inside me is really is Iggy or if it's only me it doesn't matter I stand steel standing down at the water as it washes away from this town everything beautiful it's on its way out of here I whisper I close my eyes trying to find that spark inside me that we were strong enough to tell the truth about Henry the thing that is strong enough to run off alone instead of photographs so The only thing I can't leave behind with a crime is you sometimes I look around at the clouds because I figured that's what you were watching to you always do you have your head in the clouds this I watch clouds rolled across the sky over the mountains and away I don't know if the voices inside me is really is Iggy or if it's only me it doesn't matter I stand steel standing down at the water as it washes away from this town everything beautiful it's on its way out of here I whisper I close my eyes trying to find that spark inside me that we were strong enough to tell the truth about Henry the thing that is strong enough to run off alone instead I find a cave,so Beside me he's walking with me my brother I can almost hear him calling a birds car car car whisper whisper whisper so on and so forth I got nothing nothing but I want to log into a purse full of quarters and a handful of gold dust in the distance the train whistle blows again if xylia says San Francisco is pretty I bet she's right I'll jump a train I'll hitch a ride I'll do whatever it takes to get to her I remember the words from Mrs. Smith poems and the promise I made in the bathroom so I will find out where she has gone and kiss her lips and take her hand I could almost see her not smelling that light up the night smell Tiana she'll say as she opens the door and throws her arms around my neck I bet you smell like flowers to train with the bills again Iggy and me keep walking
