We lay on our bellies by the river My sister and me Watching busy it's dancing it's cool out but above us a son hangs heavy our shoulders group thing and then read the sting of sunburn travel into our muscles do we don't move here in this place of moves in cattails we pick sweet smelling mud around our broken hearts Indians used to heal the broken bonesSo we washed our hands 100 times the rabbits let us still hot when our fingertips last night we fell asleep to the memory of his pleading eyes and well we can buy his wheel in our dreams daddy's gone hunting again and will not be home until tomorrow.so we washed our hands 100 times the rabbits let us still hot on our fingertips last night we fell asleep to the memory of his pleading eyes and well we can buy his wheel in our dreams daddy's gone hunting again and will not be home until tomorrow The little mama was theme by the river today whisper about never go home again but our hands sound have been gone for hours and still hungry will drive us home whether we like it or not the rabbits dead not much we can do about that and daddy's meaner than Satan himself not much we can do about that either.iggy turn over on her back still a lump of clay staring up at the sky I listen to the sound of her breathing heavy and slow Iggy's eyes are heavy and dark I can't sit by and watch her die slowly on the inside I've brought her something carefully I pour her from my pocket full in this move all of her face she's my masterpiece I love her so much I almost don't want to let her go I thought about xylia Is the reason she's so beautiful she has lupus and she goes and ears is Angel she has fingers and toes with design nails and travel and smell sweet is sharp like freshly ground pie she's perfect Iggy she doesn't move Iggy she does it move I got something for you she sits up slowly as if the epic killing her she's looking all I press the angel into her hands she stares at her to use her old in her money fingers I know the scabs on the back of her knuckles I want to kiss them away mama used to kids are broken bones but I don't just when I think she's not going to say anything she breeze long and low she feels real she wants her thumb through the wrinkles in her gown the tiny dip in her throat I want it I made her for you because I want you to know I say she looks of her face all wrinkled with questions I want you to know that I love you iggy He stares at the angel then add the ground a fish jumped in the river in front of us one egg he looks though she has water on her face it was a thing the fifth splashed her and I see she's crying and I've been at the tears of the bag of one hand she pulls me to her with the other I bury my face in her eyes he stares at the end you then at the ground a fish jumps in the river in front of us one Iggy looks low she has water on her face it was a thing the fish splashed her and I see she's crying and I've whipping at the tears with one hand she pulls me to her with the other I bury my face in her chest breeze in since of sweat and ham sandwiches we ate so much she's a prettiest thing I've ever seen she said a smile into her shoulder blade she reminds me of God I pull away she stares into the water with this dreamy look in her eyes whoever reaches along and crawls live somewhere far away pretty like god she says it's like she means it almost sure she's not playing games with me but I still giggle how are you know? Eagles on talking stance in the water seen the way things were that day with the sun in the gold I think that is angry eyes that he was mad because I said God help daddy hit me with that big board I saw you standing there crying then I was somewhere else there was light everywhere I wasn't scared anymore I was all quiet inside any stops near as if I can't wait for what she's about to say is if I'm dying to know what God himself said to my sister and she picks her nose right in the middle of all of this my sister picks her nose open Musi Siggy I say nothing that I have I can't help it she said it's stuffed up he's a tissue bed I don't have 180 wipes her fever on her jeans in stairs until the water for a long time I came back tiana she says she looks at the angel in her hands I was scared I missed you.
