Torn: A mindless behavior story (On Hold)

Torn: A mindless behavior story

Hi, I'm Angel. I'm 17 years old. I live in Cali with my mom. yeah, I'm just ur average teen,besides the fact that I date Princeton from mindless behavior. not many people know due to his career but I can honestly say I love him. Things were going good , until.. it all became torn..

Prince was in town recording for his new album. I was so excited because we've been spending alot of time together since the #1 girl tour ended. He was on his way over,again so I had just put on clothes when I heard a knock.

Prince: hey babe *kisses me

Me: Tired?

Prince:Hell yeah,this new choreography is hard babe

Me:Aww love, it'll get better

Prince:Yeah I know

Me:So wat are we doing tonight

Prince: Were going on a double date tonight

Me:Okay, with who

Prince:Ray Ray and his new chick

Immediately my heart dropped. See wat prince or no one else knew, was I was secretly cheating with ray ray behind his back. I know, I know it was wrong, but now I feel like we got some kind of connection. We have so much chemistry, it's like we're magnetic. I wanted to stop so bad,but I couldn't.

So about 7:30 I started getting ready for the date. I wore a really tight black dress with red heels. I was feeling myself

Prince:*Screaming. Bay come on we gone be late.

Me: okay okay, I yelled. I grabbed my purse and we headed on out.

When we got to the restaurant my stomach was in knots. I haven't seen ray in two weeks, and I don't know where we stand.

Prince: Wat up man

Ray:Sup bra

Prince leaned in to hug ray new girl and so I hugged ray. My eyes rolled. He smelled so good.My body was just tingling. I wanted him so bad. Then he gently kissed my neck, I could've died. I immediately look over to see if prince noticed but he didn't.

The whole dinner was awkward. I was lookin at ray and he was lookin at me. His girl looked like she could tell something was off but never said anything. He then nudged me under the table and gave me the eyes to meet him in the back.

Me:Babe im fina go to the bathroom.

Prince: Okay

Ray: Dang I left my wallet in the car I'm fina go get it.

Prince: Aight man.

Ray played like he was about to walk outside but mad a u-turn when prince turned his head.

He hurried in the bathroom where I was and instantly kissed me. It felt so good,. He began to kiss me all over and I couldn't contain myself. He pulled up my dress tore my panties off. He put them in his pocket and walked off. I smiled and began to fix myself up. I waited about two minutes and then headed back to finish the date.

Soon as I got home I recieved a text from Ray. I briefly replied and laid in princeton's arms. I couldn't keep hurtin him like this.

It was a Monday and I had to get up for school. I felt horrible. I immediately got dressed and walked out the door

Everybody was in the cafeteria when I walked in. I greeted everybody as I sat in Princeton's lap. All of a sudden I felt queezy. I quickly ran to the bathroom and threw up. I felt horrible. I've never felt like this before. I hadn't really ate anything so I didn't know why I felt so bad. Just then, my best friend Samantha(Sam for short) came in. She immediately Looked at me and said,

Sam:How far along are u?

Me:huh? I'm not pregnant.

Sam: Angel, I can see it in your face.U don't have to lie to me.

I immediately broke down.I decided to tell her everything.

Me:Can I tell u something?

I then told her about me sleeping with ray and me not knowing which one of them was the father. Just as she was about to answer the bell rung. I knew she was pissed by the look on her face but she just looked at me, shook her head, and walked out. if telling her was this hard I couldn't imagine telling Prince or Ray, and I wasn't. I decided to do the unthinkable, have an abortion.

Although Sam was mad at me I knew she would answer the phone when I called.

Sam:Wat

Me:I know what im doing is messed up, but I'm gonna stop messin with ray.

Sam:Good. So way about the baby?

Me:I can't have it Sam, I've already scheduled to have an abortion.

Sam I got quiet. Right as I was about to say something Sam went off.

YOU KNOW WHAT ANGEL U ARE A SELF CENTERED BITCH. HOW DARE U TRY TO TAKE A LIFE BECAUSE U COULDN'T KEEP YOUR LEGS CLOSED. THAT'S SO FUCKED UP. I'M YOUR BEST FRIEND SO IMMA TELL U LIKE IT IS. U ARE DEAD WRONG FOR TRYING TO HAVE AN ABORTION BECAUSE U SLIPPED UP AND GOT PREGNANT AND U DON'T WANT PEOPLE TO KNOW YOU'VE BEEN CHEATING WITH RAY. THIS IS YOUR FAULT. I LOVE U BUT I DON'T SUPPORT YOUR DECISION.

She then hung up the phone. I was so shocked. She has never talked to Me that way. I then laid down and thought about how I was gonna tell Prince or Ray about the baby.

The next day I decided not to deal with schoo. I had too much on my mind and dealing with morming sickness wasn't helping. My phone began vibrating so I turned over to read msgs from ray and prince asking where was I. I chose not to respond. I finally decided today was the day, I was gonna get the abortion. Whether I wanted to or not, I know in the long run it was best.