Torn: A mindless behavior story (On Hold)

Mama's Baby,Daddy's Maybe

I texted Sam to let her know I was still going through with it and asked if she would come with me, but she never responded. I was hurt, but I kinda knew she would act that way so I decided to shrug it off.

I arrived at the place a little close to 9. I wanted it to be earlier just in case somebody saw me but school was still in so I was okay. I sat there for a few minutes but the felt like hours. I suddenly became saddened. I got butterflies as the tears began to flow. Was I really gonna do this? Its like I fell in love with a baby who wasn't even here. I wanted so badly to keep it, but I had to think on the positive side. I quickly got out of my train of thought as I heard my name being called. I wiped my tears and got up. I knew there was no turning back.

the most were mad, and I was far from okay.

It has been a week and Sam still wont talk to me. I was trying my best to get her to understand but there was no luck. Ive kept my conversations with Prince short and I knew he susoected something was up, and I haven't talked to ray at all. He calls but I ignore them.

Prince texted and sad he was stopping by before his dance class, so I knew I had to put on a happy face for him.I then heard a knock at the door

Prince:Hey babe

Me:Hey

He pecked me on the lips.

Prince:Can I use your car for dance class

Me:Why nothing is wrong with yours

Prince:Because I left my wallet and I have no gas

Me:Ugh, fine, but don't drive my car like you do yours.

Prince:Oh hush ill bring it back after class

Me:Okay

I then gave him a kiss and he left, so I decided to take a nap.

A hour or so later I was woke up by somebody banging on the door really hard. I get up to open it, and it was Prince.

Me:Babe why u beating the door so hard

Prince quickly grabbed my wrist with force.

Prince:Can you explain this

My heart sunk when I saw what he had in his hands.

Me:Why you going through stuff in my car

Prince:Angel don't fuckin play with me. Why do you have discharge papers from an abortion clinic.

I stood there frozen. I just couldn't find words. I looked him in his beautiful eyes and I can see the hurt. I love him too much to tell the truth, so I decided to take the easier way out.

Me: I didn't want a baby to hold you back, I said quietly.

Prince just kept lookin at me. Then he said two words that stuck like daggers.

Prince:WE'RE DONE.

I immediately felt numb. I never thought he would leave me. I fell to the floor bawling. He just walked out. I would rather hurt him like this rather than to tell him the baby might not of been his. I cried and cried till I couldn't anymore and grabbed my keys. I was going to the only person who wasn't mad at me, Ray.

When I knocked on Ray's door I was greeted by his girlfriend. She looked a little annoyed but she could tell I had been crying so she just called for Ray.She knew I was with Prince so she thought nothing about it.

Ray came to the door with a look of confusion on his face

Me:I need to talk to you, its important.

Ray:Okay come in.

Keri, ray's gf, looked at him and smiled

Keri:Im gonna go babe.

She then pecked him on the lips.

I sat at the kitchen table while ray walked her out.

I was then pulled from the table and felt these soft lips crash into mine. Lips that ive missed, I knew they were rays. The kissed almost made me lose my train of thought but I still pulled back.

Ray:So tell me whats wrong

Me:Prince broke up with me.

Ray:Why

Me:I felt a knot began to become lodged in my throat. I had an abortion, I said really sad

His eyes became wide.

Ray:WHAT!

Me:I know I know, but please u got to understand why. Nobody is listening to my side

Ray:I know why you did it. Im just shocked and a little hurt.

I felt a little relief that he wasn't so mad at me, but the two people who meant