Torn: A mindless behavior story (On Hold)

Sexual Healing

I ran to my car fast as I could, tears flowing. Suddenly I hear somebody call my name. It was Ray. I just looked at him. I didn't say anything but he knew (we have that kind of connection). I then got in my car and drove off with Ray looking at me in my rearview mirror.

Soon as I got home I immediately ran to my room and fell on my bed. How could my bestfriend and boyfriend, well ex, do this to me. Only a few days after our break-up. She was never my friend

I layed there in my thoughts only to be interrupted by a knock at the door. I opened the door, and to no surprise , it was Ray.

Me:You're supposed to be at school.

Ray:I just wanted to check on you

I looked into his eyes. His beautiful brown eyes, and then there I realized, I was in love with him. Not because I was mad at Prince, or because he was there at the moment, but because he is always there for me. No matter what I was going through or how I was feeling, he was one of the only people I could depend on. My feelings took over, mentally and physically.

I walked over to him, and my hand touched his cheek, so gentle. I could feel the tingles in my body.I kissed him, and he kissed back. I knew what I needed right now, sexual healing.

I ripped off his shirt, never letting go of the kiss. Next thing I knew tears were flowing. "Don't cry," he said so softly. I nodded. He then put me down, grabbed my hand, and we walked to my room. What we did in that room was something I had never experienced before, he made love to me, and I never stopped crying. It was so gentle, yet passionate. The next few hours that we had together was something I would never forget.