Torn: A mindless behavior story (On Hold)

The Truth Always Comes Out..

Sam was on her way over but i really didn't care. I never gave her a chance to explain though so i at least wanted to hear an explaination.

She walked in the door with tears in her eyes, and next thing i knew a tear dropped out of mine. She just said "I'm sorry", and ran up to hug me. We hugged for what felt like hours. I missed her, more than  words can explain. She decided to explain everything and it turns out her nor Prince ever done anything but kiss and they done it to piss me off, and it worked of course. I still didn't forgive that but we decided to move on.

Sam left so i decided to get in the shower. About an hour later she called me screaming telling me to get on twitter and go to Ray's girlfriend profile. All I seen was tweets such as:

"Ray did you tell ya boy Prince how you fucking his ex girl Angel"

"Angel loving the crew #gangbang"

"How could you fuck bestfriends #hoe"

I have never been so pissed off. How dare this bitch degrade me. How did she even know about me and Ray. Nobody was supposed to find out about us unless I said something. I know Prince has saw this. This is so not how I was supposed to end my day. Next thing you knew the doorbell rung. I didnt even look to see who it was because my mother should be getting off work so i thought it was her, but it wasn't.

I just felt someone grab my neck, and it was Prince.

"SO YOU FUCKING RAY NOW, THAT'S WHAT YOU DOING"

Tears immediately fell. So i spoke softly "Prince let me go so i can explain"

"WHAT THE FUCK YOU GOTTA EXPLAIN. WAS YOU FUCKING HIM OR NOT"

I didn't wanna lie but there was not way i could look in his eyes. So i held my head real low and said 'I love you just please let me go"

He let me go and pushed me on the couch.

"NOW TELL ME THE FUCKING TRUTH" he yelled

"Prince can we just not please. I don't wanna argue with you baby just stop." My sweet talk was not working at all.

He was not buldging. "ANGEL IMMA ASK YOU ONE MORE TIME OR I'M GONNA SLAP TF OUT OF YOU, DID YOU FUCK HIM OR NOT"

I know he knew the truth but he wanted to hear it from me. There was no running from the truth now, so i just confessed. 

"Just a few times, but please you gotta understand. You never showed me any attention. You always at the dance studio. We never even have sex like that. Last time it was just a quickie. You stopped doing what you use to."

Prince:OH SO FUCKING MY BESTFRIEND IS WHAT YOU DO TO GET BACK AT ME CAUSE I CAN'T SIT UP UNDER YOU ALL NIGHT!

Me:That's not what I'm saying. See you don't get it. I just got caught up in the moment a few times but it was never my intention to leave you. I just didn't expect to get pregnant.

I knew that last sentence was not suppose to be said.Prince looked at me like he never looked before, he looked hurt.

Prince:So that's why you had the abortion huh. Cause you didn't know if it was mine.

By then tears was flowing. I didn't want him to know that even though Ray knew.

Me:Prince please. I'm wrong I can admit, but we both messed this relationship up. I wanna be with you I promise. That Ray thing is long over. I just wanna move on.

By then I saw a tear fell. I never saw Prince cry in front of me. By then I knew how bad i hurt him.

He began to speak in a very raspy voice "I'm done with you Angel."

Those words broke my heart. He began to walk out the door and I ran to him and grabbed his arm. He just pulled away and slammed the door.

I slid slowly down the door and cried my eyes out. I lost him, lost him for good, and it's all Ray's girlfriend fault. I couldn't wait for the next day of school, I had plenty to say to lil miss heffa, but for the rest of the night I just cried and sulked about how Prince just left me. This couldn't get any worse. I dont have Ray or Prince now, and it's all my fault.