forgiveness

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<Author's pov>
"SHUT UP!"
Munyeong screamed as she ruffled her hair and let her tears flow. She didn't want to listen to him anymore. Lies. Lies. THEY WERE ALL LIES. Whenever he hid his feelings, she would pretend that it's all okay. But now that they're together, shouldn't they show all their true colours?! Munyeong's head bowed to her arms as she wept silently, giving off soft whimpers. Gangtae turned his head as he looked through the transparent part of the door. All he could see was munyeong's back. Turning against him. His heart ached. His tears crept. His sight blurred. Before he knew it, his head succumbed to his arms as he cried, drops of tears trickling onto the floor. The once warm, cuddly atmosphere abruptly switched to a cold one as the loving pair turned their backs on each other. Once again. It was as if there was no more hope for them. No path of light to guide their way. No sign of their relationship changing for the better. Only signals telling them their relationship was doomed to be ill-fated, no matter what they try to do. They simply were not meant for each other. Destiny brought them together, but fate tore them apart. The "love" they shared is nothing but a lie... They shouldv'e left each other in the first place but they were so driven by their feelings, their dumb minds made them stay together. 
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"Moon gangtae, go munyeong. Prepare for something much worse to come your way." A lady with a purple hat standing by the window sill muttered under her breath with a smirk plastered on her face. Turning around, the purple dress that followed her was lifted up in the air as the wind blew it. Sashaying to her car, park ok-ran turned her neck and took one last look at the huge castle before whispering to herself,
"One day, ok-ran, all this will be yours."
Smiling, she got into the car and drove off...
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"MWO? Gang- gangtae ah. How many times do I- I have to tell you? Kiss is- is better than a fight. Look what you- you've done!" Sangtae said with a frown plastered on his face. Gangtae held back his tears again as his voice cracked trying to speak,
"Hyung...Munyeong. She, she needs time."
"Gangtae ah, she- she has a baby in- in her tummy. How- how can you do this to her?" Sangtae replied, walking here and there on the roof of his apartment, as he bit his fingernails continuously and ruffled his hair. 
"Hyung. I- I... There's nothing that can cure munyeong now."
Gangtae told Sangtae as he glanced back through the door, only to see munyeong lying on the bed, with her back turning against him. He bit his lips as his eyes turned watery. He was on the brink of breaking down there and then again but instead, he chose to swallow his tears and turned back, gripping onto the phone. 
"Gang- Gangtae I have to go now. Remember a- a kiss is better than- than a fight. O- Okay? Go and solve this with mun- munyeong. " Sangtae decided to not intefere with their relationship and just gave gangtae a reminder before hanging up the phone. Sighing, gangtae's knees unknowingly gave way as he collapsed onto the floor, his back thumping against the door. He cupped his face in his hands and took deep breaths. Then, he muttered to himself as both his palms crossed over each other and reached out to his shoulders before tapping them gently,
"Gwaenchana gangtae...Munyeong will be fine. You must think of a way to save this. Gwaenchana..."
After calming down, gangtae closed his eyes and slowly took in a breath as his chest puffed up. Then, he slowly released the air trapped in his mind and body. Gradually opening his eyes, gangtae turned around and lifted up his hand. His palm turned into a knuckle and without hesitation, he knocked on the door, the barrier which was in the way of both of them. At that very moment, he was determined to set things straight and get back his munyeong no matter what he has to do. No matter what it takes, he swore he will knock down all the walls and rip the thorns in his way to shreds, in order to reach the path of light in his life. Munyeong was always there for him. No matter what he did to her, she always gave him a second chance. When he dumped her, she stood there with her arms wide spread waiting for him to go back into her embrace. Whenever he needed alone time, she would not disturb him and wait patiently, without asking further. Even when he was at his lowest, she was by his side supporting him unconditionally. He felt like he did nothing to deserve her and all he wants to do right now, is to  support munyeong and his baby until the end of eternity. He owed his life to the woman who saved him. Suddenly, when gangtae was just getting immersed in his thoughts,
"Come in."
A voice rang in gangtae's ears. Upon hearing the response, his eyes uncontrollably lit up as his hands travelled quickly to the door knob and he swiftly turned it, opening the door, ready to do anything to make it up to munyeong. 
"Munyeong ah-"
He opened his mouth and spoke. However, before he could finish his sentence, 
"Let's get rid of the baby."
Munyeong cut in coldly without hesitation as she sat on her bed with her arms crossed, her back facing him. Shocked with the unexpected response, gangtae stood frozen on the spot, his legs as stiff as a log as he could not believe what munyeong just said. Confused, his eyes widened as big as saucers and he held back his emotions, trying his best not to cry before deciding to break the silence,
"M- mwo? Munyeong are you-"
"Yes I'm very sure. I can't trust you anymore. You think all this time I could just forgive and forget what tough times I've been through when you hurt me?! I used to be able to, but now we are going to have a baby! I don't want us to end up going our separate ways and make our innocent child go through such a terrible life. If you can't think about me, at least think about our child okay?! I'm doing what's best for it. Please leave now. That's all I wanted to say."
Upon hearing the words munyeong said right in his face, gangtae's heart ached as he instantly clutched his chest. His legs weakened and he knelt on the ground. The wave of complex emotions swooped over him as his tears piled onto each other in a matter of seconds. Before he knew it, his tears broke free from his emotional cage and gangtae was found there crying while begging for forgiveness...

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