The worst part about being numb is when someone comes in your life and makes you start to feel things again.
But then you'll be scared cause what if you hurt them even though they don't deserve it. They're perfect but you know that you'll still hurt them even though you don't want to you know you will.
If they get hurt they'll never be the same again because they were destroyed by the one person they showed their care to. They were broken by the person they least expected to be the one who breaks them.
The last thing you would want to happen to them is become numb cause you know that if they do it's gonna hurt them even more but they won't show their pain anymore and they wouldn't have anyone to help them.
You would want to help but you can't cause you're the reason they're hurting. You're also in pain because you never wanted to hurt them but you still did.
You'd want to do something to make them feel better, but you can't.
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Being able to not feel anything just means you've gotten hurt too many times
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Friendships can hurt like this too especially when it's betrayal
I was crying while thinking of this haha
Thanks for reading
-nat
