always forever

unwinding

Atsumu's POV  

TRIGGER WARNING: smoking, weed, swearing 

"Atsu... Atsu... ATSUMU!" 

"Kawa I'm literally right next to you what the fuck",  I move my head back to the direction kuroo and bokuto are walking in, making sure not to lose them on the way to our smoke spot. 

"I swear I just saw something over there, I'm not dying today, not in these clothes anyway", oikawa always does this when ever we go into the forest behind our dorms, he always freaks out over the littlest things. For example, this time he's scared of a tree that's bending in a strange way, that my drama queen right there. 

"Kawa... its a tree, as in wood, as in it cant move, meaning it cant kill you", I said rolling my eyes at him earning a pouty face back. 

"we're nearly there anyway, so try not to die on the way there please and thank you, because I have nothing to wear for a funeral", I said with a smirk, which earned a little punch on my arm back from Oikawa. we walked the remainder of the way in silence, and just listening to the sounds of the forest that consumed us the further we walked into it. Me, bokuto, kuroo and oikawa just finished a big paper that took up most of our free time over the past few days, so we wanted to unwind from it all together. Which usually meant that we would go to our usual spot in the forest behind the university dorms, we either smoke until we feel numb or drink until we forget who we are. In this instance, we were smoking as it was only a Thursday and we all had classes tomorrow and we all couldn't be bothered to deal with a hangover in the morning. 

we finally arrived, with the occasional comment from oikawa about being kidnapped or being killed off in the forest and that no one would know about it, but that's just kawa being kawa. 

"tsum-tsum, have you got a lighter on you, I think I dropped mine on the way here", bokuto said to me with a winey expression on his face. "your such a moron bubs", Kuroo said throwing little twigs Bokuto's way, small ones to make sure they don't actually hurt him.

"yeah I got one don't worry about it Bo", I say as calmly as I can because I'm to tired to be dealing with his emo mode today, I pass it to him with a smile, and he returns the smile with a thanks. Kuroo then makes himself comfortable in-between Bokuto's legs with a content smile, while Bokuto lights up the joints for everyone. I've always loved the relationship between them two, they act chaotic when there around Akaashi and Kenma because they trust them two to keep them grounded when needed, but when there with us they keep each other grounded and honestly its extremely admirable. But there equally as chaotic either way, especially when there with me and oikawa.

"here Oinks you can have the first one", bokuto says in the direction of oikawa, who is now sitting next to me on the small banking of rocks next to the river, kawa gets up to grab the joint that's been deemed his, as Bokuto's legs are occupied by Kuroo's long arms. Oikawa then gets the joint and says a quick thank you, and sit's down next to me again he takes his first drag of his blunt and coughs, as he usually does when he takes the first drag. 

After a while of fiddling with the joints he has in his bag, bokuto gets them all lighted up for us all, by the time me, kuroo and bokuto have had our first drag, kawa is already half way though his. Cant blame him though we've all had a shit week so far, what with doing our papers and still attending other classes on top of that its not been great, I've not exactly had a great few days personally, samu is mad at me because I ate one of his homemade onigiris, komori couldn't study with me as he had his own paper to write, and on top of that all omi has been pissing me off all week. I usually enjoy the daily bickering between me and him, but I really didn't need it this week, so I might have slightly... ignored him since Monday, which was a shitty move, but I couldn't be arguing with him this week. I've been feeling him staring hot daggers in the side of my head all week and yes I feel bad for it, but it was needed, and yes I miss him but ill never tell him that to his face.