always forever

The biggest distraction

TRIGGER WARNINGS: swearing, mentions of panic attacks

Atsumu's POV

Its currently...3:37 in the morning, and I must have re-read the text from Omi at least 100 times by now. After I got the text last night I kind of froze, you see me and omi have known each other for I'd say a little over two years by now, and never has he text me first ever in the whole time I've known him, and especially for ignoring him because to be honest I've ignored him before to see what he would do, but it always seemed as if he didn't care. I know I'm a attention whore, but kawa does it all the time with Iwaizumi and he always makes a effort to get Kawa's attention, but when I try it I just get death stares my way, he's such a romantic.

So, what's confusing me is why now does he care that I did it, Oikawa noticed that I was quietly freaking out and near the verge of a panic attack from all the over thinking I was doing, even though he was still high and wet from the river, he got me out of there quickly just in time to because as soon as we got up, Akaashi rocked up to pick up the two other two morons. Akaashi saw Oikawa's wet clothes and started laughing at him which caused him to pout at the other, then Akaashi saw me pale faced and slightly shaking, and Akaashi gave Oikawa a knowing look and walked off with me clinging to his arm.

So here I am now, listening to kawa snore while he sleeps, acting like its a big deal that Omi text me when it's really not. Its just a text, a stupid little text, from the person I like, asking in his own way if were okay, showing me that he cares...yeah no big deal. God I need some sleep, I'll talk to him tomorrow in class I'm basically with him all day anyway, woohoo for me. I finally allow myself to drift off to the quiet sounds from outside and kawa's snores and fall asleep, dreading the day ahead.

(time skip brought to you by my iced coffee and lack of sleep)

I wake up to the sound of Oikawa's hair dryer as I do every morning, god knows how his hair isn't brittle and dead from all the products and styling he does to it. I look at the time, 8:20, class doesn't start for another hour at least, so I slowly decide to sit up, I put myself in the eye sight of kawa so he can see me in the mirror he is using, while he's doing his hair.

"Morning Atsu, how you feeling after yesterday? what even happened you didn't tell me when we got back", Kawa says while he starts putting who knows what in his hair.

"I'm feeling better after some sleep, I'll tell ya in a bit I'm just going for a shower", I say back stretching as I do it, I walk to our shared bathroom and have a quick shower and brush my teeth, and try to wake my self up. I walk back to the our shared room to get dressed for the day ahead, while I'm getting dressed I fill kawa in on what happened with the text, and he started laughing at me when I told him I left him on read.

"no you didn't, shut up that's so fucking funny, he's gonna have the grumps on with you today good luck", he said as he finished putting on his clothes to, I finish off my outfit with a bucket hat and a mask as I know I'll be around Omi today, and he feels more comfortable around people if they wear masks also, so I advised Kawa wears a mask to.

"do I have to Atsu?", he says with a frowny face.

"only if your around Omi I don't want him to be more irritated than he probably already is with me", I say as I get my phone out ready to take my daily OOTD for my Instagram.

"what's him being irritated with you got to do with me?".

"Kawa were a package deal everyone knows that, its common knowledge, now pose I'm taking the photo", we stand there in front of our mirror near the door and I take a a couple until I'm pleased with some of the ones I've taken. We both take a look at them and pick the best one so I can use that one to post.