Be Nice // J.O

8

I woke up to a Gross and good smell and I knew what he was cooking.

Days here haven't been extremely bad here but eh.

"Ayo cocaine, come eat but don't think imma let that shit stay in your stomach!" He shouted from downstairs.

I looked at myself in the mirror and shuffled my gym shorts heading downstairs.

There was smoke everywhere making me cough it smelt so bad.

"Hi good morning dad." I said in a big girl voice.

"Good mornin glad to see you not acting like a child." He said making me want to frown.

He hated when I was little he said it was gross.

"Did you guys have sex?" He curiously asked.

"No, I didn't want to and he never mentioned sex." I said lying.

I finished my food and went to throw it up.

I went into my wardrobe picking out some jeans and a bland top.

I miss my unicorn shirt.

"Bye dad." I said waving goodbye.

I didn't wanna leave for school, too much attention.

I felt horrible, I missed Stokley and Jahseh way too much, I needed them both.

"Hi Dolly! I missed you! I'm glad you're okay!" One of the girls said as I entered.

Didn't this bich used to bully me?

***

"Class is dismissed, you may go home now."

Today felt like shit, all I want was those two thugs.

As I walked home I saw Ming.

"Ming! Ming! Ming!!!!" I squeeled.

Ming was like my favourite.

"Crystal meth? Where's jahseh and ski? Why you ain't with em?" He worried.

"Because my dad reported me missing so jahseh had to give me back." I groaned.

Ming huffed giving me a hug and after a few minutes of hugging him we pulled away and I waved goodbye.

***

"You're late." My dad said organising his drugs.

"Im like 10 minutes late man." I said kissing my teeth.

"And you think that's expectable?" He said getting up.

I shrugged.

"Oh so you were fucking some guy? Weren't you? You fucking slut." He said pinning me to the wall.

"Fuck off me Bich!" I said kicking.

I hate when his dry ass hands were on me.

"Theses lil ass thugs been teaching you to have attitude? I knew I shouldn't have left to ass alive." He said punching me.

"Jahseh and Stokley aren't Thugs! Don't talk about them like that!" I screamed defending them.

I heard the door being rumbled down and a loud bang as I felt myself being dropped.

They shot my fucking dad.

"It's okay, you're safe now." I heard an officer say as he picked me up from under my dad.

Then it went all black, shit I forgot my to take my meds.

***

"Vro shut the fuck up!" I heard a familiar voice say.

"Dorito built headass!" I heard the other one say.

"Garden Nome height headass!" I heard another one say.

It was Stokley, Jahseh and Ming. It was Stokley, Ming and Jahseh!

I ran from my room to downstairs.

"Ice!" They screamed in sync.

"They let us take you in baby!" Daddy said lifting me up.

I noticed I was finally in little space again!

"You eat yet?" Uncle Ski asked.

"He made me throw it up." I said shaking my head.

Uncle ski made me cereal so I sat with daddy.

"He went bye bye." I said upset.

"Boy got a bullet thru him!" Daddy said making uncle ski laugh with him.

But it wasn't funny. My dad could be nice sometimes!

"No!" I shouted.

"Sorry baby, I'm sorry." He said kissing me.

Stokley gave daddy the bowl so Daddy could feed me as we watched a movie.

"Please don't let it be scary!" I said with my mouth full.

"You aren't even allowed scary movies, don't worry baby." Dada said kissing me.

"Ewwwa!" Uncle Stoke said booing us.

"You're the gross one here uncle Stokley!"

It felt nice to feel safe and at home again.