Be Nice // J.O

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I watched ice as she played w her food.
she's been so non verbal theses days and she doesn't wanna eat anymore at all; she only cries and wants to stay in bed yet she won't tell me what's wrong.

"c'mon mama you need to eat." I told her holding her small fork to her lips.

"bedtime." she slowly whispered.

"you need to eat at least 5 more spoons and we can go to bed okay?"
and as soon as I finished my sentence I saw her lips tremble and her sniffles.

"please ice? just 5 more." I sighed.

luckily she stopped and ate 4 spoons and refused the 5th.

I got her in her pjs and put her into bed along side me.

it was too early to sleep. In fact it's only 3 pm but ice has been so exhausted that i realised why she wanted to sleep all the time.

I want to know what was wrong.

***
it was 6 pm and I was waiting for Ice to wake up while that I invited mila & ski over.

Ice has never met mila before for it's gonna be interesting.

after a while I felt ice coming down the stairs only too see her w wet shorts and her sippy cup open.

"I wet my fucking shorts." She cried.

"whoa?? hold up?? hell nah!" me and ski shouted making our voices said overlap.

"ayo mila can you change her shorts for me while I clean the stairs?" I said making her nod.

I.

I watched the girl who I've never met before hold my hand and take me too my room.

"hi ice. I'm Camila but just call me mila okay?" she said with a soothing voice.

I nodded. she seemed very nice and caring.

she got out new shorts for me and took my old ones off replacing them with the new ones.

I held her hand and we walked back downstairs where stoke and daddy were.

daddy looked real angry but I didn't mean too make him mad it just slipped out of my mouth!

I get up and go to daddy and slap him making mila pull me back as soon as daddy got up.

"the fuck are you on dolly? you think this shit is sweet?" He shouted.

oh no. I didn't mean to make him more mad I was just mad at him too.

"I'm sorry!" I tried to shout but my voice cracked.

I felt mila grab my hand and take me too my room while I saw ski take daddy outside.

too much loud noises. daddy was acting like my dad again. He called me dolly!

"Are you okay ice?" Mila asked getting me back into reality.

I just nodded.

"why'd you do that sweetheart?"

I looked at her becos I didn't wanna say anything. she had the most Melo eyes and voice. She was so nice to me even though we just met.

"Becos daddy was mad at me and I was mad at him becos it was an accident so he shouldn't be mad at me." I ranted.

"but you don't hit. Okay ice? You have to talk to daddy if something is wrong." She said fixing my ponytail.

I understand so I nodded.
"Is daddy mad at me?" I asked.

"For now. Jahseh gets a bit mad too quick sometimes but he'll calm down soon. Okay?"

"Okay." I sighed.

she tuned on my tv and got one of my colouring books.

"Where should we start?" She smiled.