Be Nice // J.O

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J.
"Jahseh, hi, good morning..." dolly said bringing me breakfast in bed.

"good morning? mmm pancakes." I said confused but I was thankful.

it's hard not having her dependent on me, I would normally make her breakfast. I blame myself for this.

she left the room quietly to go have a shower and there goes my thoughts, "normally I'd be giving her a bath and dressing her up." I miss ice. I love dolly too. I love her either way.

...

"jahseh, can we go out today? hate being inside?" She complained.

"alright princess, where do you wanna go?" I asked. I said princess cause she loves it when she's regressed, I'm trying.

I saw her blush which made me a bit more confident.

"shopping?" she smiled.

I nodded and told her to get into the car.

we soon arrived and I got her to look around but really all she wanted was more makeup and clothes. Ice would want more clothes too, toys & stuffies.

I snapped out of my thoughts seeing dolly stare at her drink, blankly.

"you good mama?"

"hm, I just want to go to that store." said mumbled as she pointed to the kids toy store.

"it's all good, just finsh up and we'll go." I said reassuring her.

I knew she didn't want to give cause she was scared of regressing. and that's exactly what happened.

"pick one, I'll get any." I smiled at her.

"I want this one dada." she huffed pointing at the big fluffy bunny. 

"don't make a fuss or we'll get out of the store without nothing." I said getting it from the shelf.

we payed for it and got into the car.

as I drove home with ice in the backseat sleeping I started to wonder to myself.

she slipped so easily, of course she did but I really wish i could control my anger. I love her even if she's big. I always will no matter what, I'm just used to ice. dolly or ice, I will always have an open heart for her.

we got home and I took her upstairs to sleep while I stayed with ski.

...

"hi papa." I heard along with small footsteps.

"hi baby, did you sleep well?" I asked as she sat on my lap and cuddled.

"mm." she hummed.

I could tell she was still half asleep.

ski whistled lowly trying to ask me If she slipped, I replied back with a wink and smile.

"can I have apple juice?" she mumbled lowly.

"if you have some now, you can't have more after dinner you know? do you still want some or do you want water?" I asked gently.

"juice please." she sniffled.

I looked back wanting to ask ski but I noticed he went to the bathroom so I got up and poured some for her myself but when i came back she wasn't sitting there.

"ice, ice, I poured you some juice!" I said going to the room, but she wasn't there.

ski came out of the bathroom so I asked him if he had seen her but she shook his head.

"hold on, I'll check the front yard." he said going downstairs.

I checked everywhere but I couldn't see her.
I was getting worried, if she was playing she would have made a noise by now but i can't hear her.

as soon as ski came back from checking the front yard I saw ice come back from the backyard, but she was drenched in water?

that's weird cause our pool hasn't been cleaned yet so it's closed off.

"ice? where did you go? why are you wet?" ski asked her worried.

"mm uh swim, I went swimming." she said shaking.

ski went to get her a towel.

I went to check the pool cause it's weird to me, ice never comes to the pool without asking first. she always wants to go with someone.

it was closed, the pool was cover. why was she wet.

"why are you wet?" I asked her again.

"she said she went swimming jah." Ski said putting the towel on her.

"no she didn't, the pool is still covered." I replied back.

ski looked at me with a "??" expression then went to check the pool and once she did he looked back at me like I was crazy.

"where did the water come from? you've been away for like 20 minutes and you weren't in the shower?" Ski asked closing the backyard door.

where did the water come from, where was she? what even happen, how did I even lose sight of her; how fucking dumb can I be.