Sobriety

meeting the fam.

~Tuesday ~

I shower and put on a black tank top , jeans , over sized brown sweater and black uggs . I leave my hair curly and let it fall down. I grab my binder and backpack. I head to my sociology class. I sit down and start on my notes ..Modern sociological theory descends predominately from functionalist (Durkheim) and conflict-centered (Marx and Weber) accounts of social structure, as well as the symbolic interactionist tradition consisting of micro-scale structural (Simmel) and pragmatist (Mead, Cooley) theories of social interaction...

~12:00~

I leave and head to the parking lot.. I see Jermaine standing by his car . Isaiah says "soo you thought about my offer ?" I say " isaiah ..just stop it .. i know you and desiree are back together... i knew that when i walked in on yall fucking yesterday "I hear a annoying ass voice "yes we are... " I look at her and sigh "good for you two " She says "bitch " I look at her " your opinon of me doesnt get my nails done " Isaiah says "stop it" I walk off and say loudly "if you treated him right he wouldn't have been all in my ear... "Jermaine walks over to me wrapping a arm around my waist ..

Isaiah says "hey J what you doing here? " He says "you know taking Tahlia on a little lunch date..." Isaiah says ".have fun " I say "we will.."We walk off and get in his car he smiles at me "i didnt want to have to bail you out of jail " I laugh "yeah .. i wasnt gonna hurt her...not alot anyway "He smiles "you look beautiful " I laugh "thanks baby " He smirks and drives to this nice restaurant.. I leave my bag in his car and we head in. We order and he smiles at me "can i call you baby ?"I say "yeah ..if you want "He says " cool.."

~400~

So we ate and headed back to my place . He hugs me "baby ...?" I sigh "yeah" He says "love.. " I smile and look up at him .He says " i know we just met but... you want to be my girl ?"I smirk "i thought you were already claiming me " He smiles and leans down and kisses my lips softly . I smile and kiss him back he starts to get passionate and i smile . He pulls away and i bite his bottom lip.

AHe smirks " what you doing tonight? " I say "nothing.." He says "you wanna come over or go like out " I smile "maybe tomorrow i have a class in the morning " He says "okay baby " I smile "haha .... " We kiss again and he kisses my neck softly..

I go in and see Matt with no shirt on I laugh "ewww" He smiles " Tahlia hey " I say "wheres willow? " He says "she had a class " I say " so your just chilling " He says "yeah " I say " okay well im gonna be in my room " he says "wait... i wanna talk to.you about willow i wanna ask her to the spring ball next week " I say "oh shit i forgot about that but just ask her she likes you " He smiles "really " I say "yeap .. do some sweet like get her flowers she would love that " He says "thanks so much " I say "no problem "

I go in my room and work on my paper i type my last few sentences

All together my life is no fairytale. Ive experienced hate from people who should love me unconditionally.. I honestly think my prime is coming its like my third eye is opening. I just hope Im prepared for the things to come...

I email it to my professor and just lay in my bed . I text Jermaine.."hey i need to talk to you " I go change clothes and my phone rings .. I say "hey.." He says "what's up baby " I laugh " Umm its this .. spring ball thing that they do and i just wanted to know what you were doing next week " He says "what day ?" I say "Friday around 7" He chuckles "im free ... i would love that .." I smile "really ?" He says "yeah .. a beautiful girl like you im honored baby " I smile "your so sweet " He says " i just really like you and mama didn't raise a fool " I laugh "yeah your right " He says "soo .. when you going shopping? " I say "probably Saturday with my roommate and her date. He says "we could all ride in my car if thats cool" I say "yeah perfect "