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~one week later


Denise August

I hate being pregnant! So much cravings, so much hormones! It's crazy! But I guess I have to go through this since I'm going to love this bundle of joy☺.

Chres has been so happy but he seems so weird. At times, he would just sitting at the end of the bed in our room and just stare at the wall and it's like he's doing some hard thinking. I ask him all the time but he always says he's fine or Nothing's wrong.

He promised us that tonight we're going out and I hope so.

OMG I'm so happy I'm almost 1 month! (She's 3 weeks now) It's so excited! But I'm scared about what might happen during my delivery. Or if I lost the baby. What if I have a miscarriage? What if my baby dies during the delivery? I'm scared now.

Tears come to my eyes as the thought swarm through my head. I love this baby even though he or she isn't out yet.

"Baby?" Chres called me. I quickly wiped my eyes and looked at him.

"Y-yeah?" I asked him

"We're you crying?" He asked and sat next to me. I shook my head.

"N-No."

"Denise you're the worst liar I know. Your eyes are red and your mascara is running." He said as wiped my face and showed me that the black mascara was running down my face. "Now what happened?" He asked.

".. What if I lose the baby, Chres." I asked him as my eyes started to water.

He pulled me into his chest as I cried.

"Baby, don't say that." He cooed. "I promise you that you're not gonna lose this baby. Don't think like that." He said and kissed my forehead.

"O-Okay." I said as I wiped my face.

"It's 4:30 now and I scheduled our dinner for 6 so be ready Micallef." He said with an inane grin.

I chuckled. "Okay August." I said and got off the bed. "I'm gonna take a-" I paused and ran to the bathroom.

"EWWWWW!" He said, childishly. I swear he's still 12.

After I finished my business, I brushed my teeth and went back into the bedroom.

I laid next to Chres and sighed.

"I love you so much. And I wouldn't ever cheat on you. I won't trade you or the little one for anything." Chres said as he looked like he was about to cry.

"Aww... Chressy. Don't cry. I love you too, baby." I said as I wiped his tears.

Chres only cries when something isn't right.

Something is really going on

"Please don't leave me." He whimpered.

"I won't." I whispered and pecked his lips. "I promise."


Sorry it's short..

I'm depressed now

Bye ✌

~Pessimist

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