Perfidious.

•Chapter• |46|

Jacob Perez

"Baby are you sure about this?" My mother asked me as we packed my stuff inside of my car."

"Yeah ma, I'm sure. I wanna leave." I sighed.

"Well alright. Dominic is coming to help you and I'm just going to take this with me, ok?" I nodded and she got in her car, driving to her house. I went inside, grabbing the stuff I packed and took then back into my car. I went back and forth until I couldn't fit anything else in it. I stayed inside until Dominic came after making sure to lock my car. I sat on the couch and sighed, thinking about what I'm doing.

It's for the best. I mean, I honestly don't trust Chresanto. If there's no trust, then there's no point of a relationship. I understand that he wants to be in my child's life and wants to rebuild a relationship between us, but I don't know if I could trust him again. Who would really trust someone who has cheated on two people with the same person? It's just not right and I don't wanna be paranoid when Chres says he's going to work when actually he's going out to mess around with girls. And Chresanto is for one is not even gay. We still loves women and I am not going to stand by him while he gets a woman pregnant. If I am the only man Chresanto loves, he shouldn't be messing around with other women.

But then again, what if Chresanto lost his interest in me? If he's still fucking women, then he probably doesn't even love me anymore. Or find me attractive. He probably wants to stay with me because of my feminine characteristics. That's trifling.

He's trifling. And that is not the type of father I want around my child. That's why I don't want August around my child either.

"Jacob." Someone knocked on my door. I think that's Dominic.

"Coming." I went to the door and opened it. "Hello." I smiled.

"Hello, you're Jacob right? Teresa's son?" I nodded. "It's nice to meet you."

"You too Dominic."

"So do you have your things packed?" I nodded.

"Yeah there's some upstairs, if you don't mind helping me?" He shook his head.

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When we packed the rest of the stuff onto the truck, the house was completely empty. I talked to my landlord already and he is putting it up for sale. I took one more glance at the house then closed the door.

"Are you ready?" I nodded and we went to the rental office so I could drop off the key.

After I dropped off the key, we went to my mother's house. I got out the truck and my mother came out to help Dominic and I with my things to bring them back up to my old room until we were ready to move. When we finished I sat with my mother in the kitchen and sighed. She looked at me and slid a cup of coffee towards me.

"You okay?" I nodded, taking a sip. I sighed in content as the warm beverage slid down my throat. I don't know why, but this was actually very relaxing for me.

"I know this is hard Jacob." I cut her off.

"It's not hard, it's making the right decision. I don't trust Chresanto, and I can't have him coming to me begging for forgiveness. Ma, he cheated on Denise and I on the same woman! I can't deal with that. And I'm not having my baby deal with that either." I said and took another sip of coffee. My mother sighed.