Perfidious.

•Chapter• |43|

Sorry for going MIA. Wasn't feeling this no more but oh well😕 :/

Chresanto August

I've been calling Jacob for how long now. I know he won't pick up but I have to at least know if he is okay. I fucked up bad now, and Jacob being the stubborn person he is, I know he won't take me back. Shania had to come back and fuck up my whole life. And Denise, I feel guilty about leaving her but that spark just wasn't.....there.

I was thinking, where would Jacob go? I thought to Denise's, but they're not on good terms. I thought of Naomi, but she's probably pissed at me. Fuck it, I'll call her.

I picked up my phone and called Naomi, hoping she answers because she sleeps in late.

The phone rings and rings and just as I was about to give up, she answered.

"You have some damn nerve calling me this early." She answered.

"Good morning to you to, is Jacob there?"

"No, why?" She yawned.

"Because shania came here last night aanddd, he left."

"Crazy ass bitch. Chres don't worry, we'll find him. Just give him some space for right now."

"How are you not pissed off at me for all the shit I've caused."

"I don't know Chres... After years of knowing you I can't give up on you."

"Awww you love me."

"Bye," She hung up.

What the fuck? -.- .-. (I can't be the only one who still thinks these are cute)

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"So where would he be?" I asked Naomi as we were driving on the main road. I looked over to her as she was munching on some McDonald's breakfast I just bought her to apologize for waking her up early.

"Are you sure him and Denise haven't made up? Because if not, then Jacob would still be at home." I sighed. "But what did you do this time?"

"While me and Denise were still together, I had sex with Shania." I looked over at Naomi and she gave me a death glare.

"What the fuck Chresanto?! Didn't you know she's the one who sent Denise that fucking note?"

"Yeah, i-i know but-"

"But nothing Chres, you fucking her puts you, Denise, and now Jacob in danger!"

I ran a hand down my face, knowing it was true. "So you fucked around with her while with Jacob too?" I nodded and she shook her head. "You know you fucked up bad right?"

I bit my lip and nodded sadly, tightening my grip on the steering wheel.

"Why do you let her get to you Chres?" She asked referring to her sister.

"Naomi, I don't understand either. She still knows my turn on's and everything and it was tempting."

"That's not a good excuse."

"Well it's the only one I've got." I shrugged. She sighed.

"Look, I could try my best, but by the looks of it, you don't love Jacob." I jerked my head back and glanced at her with furrowed eyebrows.

"What do you mean? Of course I do."

"Then why are you still fucking Shania? Why are you letting her fuck up your relationships?"