𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐃 ༄ 𝐌. 𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐒

𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐒 𝐖𝐄 𝐊𝐄𝐄𝐏

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-in which you and miles are both hiding something from each other, and it ends ...confusingly.
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warnings: cussing, a little bit of angst? miles kinda cusses you out but it's in a loving way i guess lmfao

(s/n)= spider-name
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"rough day, spider-man?" you ask under your mask. you know it's miles. you've done a lot of researching and a little bit of stalking. you know it's him. you know that one day you'll have to tell him that you're (s/n) if he doesn't already know.

"yeah," he breathes, "had an exam today. and now i have to deal with this spiderman B.S." you look up at him with a considerate face.

"you didn't have to come. i could have covered for you." you say. "what? hell no. i'm not letting you do this by yourself." spiderman gives you his hand and helps you up, "now, let's get this over with."

after fighting some villains, you and spiderman are hanging out on top of a high building, eating pizza.
"are you hurt much?" you ask, slinging a arm around his neck.

"tch, nah. i never get hurt." he smirks and takes your arm off from around him. "that's bullshit. but anyways, how's life?"

spiderman sighs. "so, uhm, i have this girlfriend, right? and i just..i feel like she's hiding something from me. but at the same time, i cant even be mad because i'm hiding something from her, too! but what if she's cheating on me? i just- ugh i don't know."

he looks down, and you nod your head, "continue..." you say while taking a bite of pizza.

"i love her. i love her a lot. but i also really like spending time with you. you remind me a lot of her. sometimes the way i feel about her, i feel about you. and i know i shouldn't be feeling this way, i feel horrible. i shouldn't be having a crush on a damn teammate while i have a whole girlfriend. basically what i'm trying to say is..i like you."

"and i just feel like a terrible person. not only do i like you, but i'm also fucking SPIDERMAN and i havent even told her. nobody understands."

"i think i'm the only one who does understand, miles." you take off your mask. he gasps, and feels a bit of relief. a bit. he was relieved that he was just gushing over you all over again, relieved that he wasn't cheating on you. not relieved, however, about how he's still kept this from you for a long time.

"what the fuck? (y/n)?!"
"nice to know how much you like me."
you say sarcastically.

"thank god! but also, not thank god. why didn't you tell me you were
(s/n)?!! when were you gonna tell me?" he yells.

"i could say the same for you mr cheater!" you yell back childishly.

"IT WASNT CHEATING IF S/N WAS YOU THE WHOLE TIME!"

"YEAH WELL WHAT IF IT WASNT?"

"BUT IT WAS SO SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LISTEN TO ME!"

you go silent. he clears his throat and gains his composure. "y/n, i'm sorry. i'm sorry i didn't tell you. the real reason is because peter told me i couldn't tell ANYONE who i was. that was the last thing he told me before he fucking died." he explains.

"and if i did tell you, i was scared you were going to worry about me. worry about me so much to the point where you can't sleep at night. so worried that i'm hurt, or that i'm dead. i just didn't want you to worry. i wanted you to be happy." he grabs both of your hands in his.

"i'm sorry, okay? it was hard for me to keep this secret from you because we tell each other almost everything, you know? but, i'm sorry. i know im a shitty boyfriend for keeping this from you. i love you. i love you, i love you, i love you," he takes your face and smothers you with kisses and you start laughing. "miles!"

you pull away. "i'm sorry too. i won't keep any secrets from you again. communication is great for a relationship, and we need to work on that if we plan on being 4lifers." you say smiling.

he chuckles but says nothing.
he kisses you, this time just on the lips. once he pulls away, he huffs out a quiet, "okay."

"also, i'm pregnant."

"WHAT?"

"just kidding. let's go home, you need a shower."

and after that, the secrets stopped. and you two were happy.