July 13,2021
10:47PM
Orlando,FLWork had me absolutelyyyyyyy fucked up today. Which on my end was sort of my fault, because it was my off day and I told them yes I can come in. But back to how work work, can you say stressed?? My anxiety was playing a big part cause I felt like I was moving super slow and my shift was coming to the end with hella packages left. So its around 8:30 in the morning and I get a call from the guy that makes the schedule at my job. He asked if I could come in and make extra money, my money hungry ass was like yes and I hurried up and put on my work clothes and left. Not gonna lie, work started off smooth, but then I had to deliver in a apartment complex.... shit was hell. Each building I had between 3-7 deliveries in one with MULTIPLE packages. Not small packages, big ass boxes included. How lil ole me did it? I had do each one, one by one. Literally spent almost 2 hours in the apartment complex for only 20 stops. I go through 20 stops in 45 minutes. It was slowing me down and I was getting so mad. Especially cause of the heat...cause baby....Florida heat? UNACCEPTABLE. But I finished my route, way past my scheduled time off, and I came home late as hell but its all good.
After a much needed shower, and getting something to eat, now Im here laying down. Im sure I have nothing going on tomorrow, since Im off tomorrow. I would hope I dont get a call asking if I can come in, cause I would rather not be out in that heat again until Thursday. Im gonna take my ass to bed after I watch this episode of Flavor of Love. Goodnight
SJR🤍