Choices

//Chapter 9//

I got out of the shower and changed into black spandex shorts and one of Matt’s hoodies that I stole from him earlier.  I was probably going to sleep after we ate so I just changed into my pj’s.  I put on my glasses and left my hair air dry.  I came out of the bathroom and the guys still weren’t back yet.  I went over to Cam and saw that he changed into sweatpants and was looking through his stuff for a shirt.

“Hey,” I said walking over to him and sitting criss-cross next to his suitcase.  I looked up at him and our eyes met.  I smiled at him and he smiled back with his signature Cameron Dallas smile.  We talked for a couple minutes until the guys got here.  Nash came in first holding three pizza boxes.   

“YAY PIZZA!!!” I got up from my spot next to Cameron and took a box from Nash.  I put the box on the table next to my bed and picked up a piece and started eating.  I was by myself on my bed while the other guys were herding around Nash to get their pizza.  I saw Matthew come over to me and steal my pizza.

“Hey man don’t touch the bae!” I said and laughed at him.  He came and sat by me.

“You seemed lonely,” he said scooting closer to me.

“I just don’t know the guys that well yet, I have to get used to them first,” I said leaning on his shoulder.  He smelled like he always did and for some reason that was beginning to be my favorite scent. 

I’ve starting to have feelings for Matthew.  I honestly don’t know how it would work with him.  All of his fans would hate me if we dated.  I honestly have a really good relationship with Matt and Cam.  I can’t really tell if he’s flirting with me or if he just likes me as a friend.  I also don’t know about  Cameron.  I don’t want to hurt him by dating Matthew because I know as of a little more than a week ago he told me he liked me.  Really Matt and Cameron act the same way around me, which makes me wonder if Cameron is over me or if they both like me.

“Kaylee?” Matt asked and snapped me out of my thoughts.

“Yeah sorry. What?”

“Why are you wearing my sweatshirt?”

 “Well, it’s comfy and it smells good.”

“That seems legit.” I laughed at him and flopped down on my back and laid there.  He did the same thing and put his arm around me. 

I turned my head to look at him but he was already turned towards me, staring me in the eyes.  This was the first time I had gotten to look into his eyes. They were brown but not a plain brown.  They were filled with emotion and they were staring right at me.

“You’re so short.”

“I’m not that small!!” I said defensively.

“I could pick you up with one arm, you’re shorter than my 10 year old cousin.”

“I didn’t choose the short life, the short life chose me.”

“Well be happy the short life chose you cause it makes you 10 times more attractive.” I laughed at him. “I’m being serious,” he said with a serious face. 

 “I’m glad I met you, Matthew Lee Espinosa,”

“I’m glad you’re my best friend, and to be honest it’s more fun to hang out with you than it is to hang out with the guys sometimes.” He said still staring at me.

Neither of us had realized but all of the other guys had gone out of the room.  We looked out the window because you could see the pool from there.  They were, of course, all down there. 

“Do you wanna go down to the pool too?” Matthew asked.

“I’m good I think I’m just gonna stay in here.”

“I’ll stay with you then” he said.

We both got under the covers in my bed and I pulled out my earphones.  We listened to music and I slowly fell asleep.

A/N I finally kind of made up my mind about what’s going to happen so yay.  I have testing for the next few weeks so bear with me if the chapters aren’t that great.  My brain has been sucked of creativity.  So that’s all.

Bye loves xoxo

-k