The Taste Of Love

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The story was inspired by the song name "Alright" from Keshi

Jinjin x MJ Couple Story (You can open the song while reading - recommendation)

If I asked you to start thinking of the word that you said the most, which word popping up in you mind first. The word that always keeping yourself up to start the new day or the word that help to cheer you up. I'm not thinking of it in any way I have mentioning to you at all. Have you ever heard of the word 'I'm alright'? It might seem that everything seem okay, easy going and nothing to worry about... but it depend on the way you trying to expressing it. We might want to tell others that we are strong, bulletproof and we can live up on our own... but sometimes our action always shapes us to go in the opposite direction. Sometimes we just really want to shout it out from the bottom of our heart how fragile we are, how terrifying we are and how much we really need someone to turn to... but we just can't. I think some people know what I mean. No one want to be weak, I literally meaning it, no one want to be in that position.

I don't know why... people are different and the one that have the most kindest heart seem to become the loser... probably all the time. You might think I'm over thinking or stressing to much, but trust me... if you have never walked in my shoes... you would have never know how tough I have to go through. I just want to be good... so that you guys will like me, just who I am. But it seem like... no matter how much I try, it so far for me to catch you guys... cause you guys are out of reach. It make me feel every time that I don't belong with you guys and we are some kind of different species. But that not always in a sad condition, only one person who we can turn to might change what we feel in a one night miracle.

Like I said, people have different story that holding themself back... and that was my story. The thing I want to say before I leave is 'Have you ever once listen to the voice when you say this word. Whether it gonna be "Don't worry mate, I'm alright" which is sound so cheerful and easy going... but if we trying to say it in another mood as "I'm alright, don't worry" sound so sad and no one would speaking it out. I didn't want to make you guys feel bad for me or anything... but just to let you guys know that there are so many types of people out there that need your attention, need your love and support as your friend, your familiar strangers. Please don't judge them before knowing the real them. Isn't it better to knowing someone and get a friend for life? I wouldn't judge anyone if I didn't know them that much. One more last thing before I go, you don't have a right to judge anyone... including yourself. Thank you.

"Let's give a round of applause for the best senior ever, MJ. For sharing this important story with us" MC speaking after MJ finishing his speech at the graduation ceremony. "I don't know what you have been go through but I will try my best to pull you out of that hole. I will do everything" Jinjin said to himself. Jinjin walk to MJ and said "That was a nice speech" he said with delight face. "Thanks, I'm just being myself" MJ said back with gentle smile on his face. I know you guys might confused how we became friend, let's me take you back where we met each other for the first time.

We need to become friend since we are neighbors, our family know each other and very close to one another. More like a same family I would say. I need to go to school with him even though I don't like to talk to people that much. I'm just fine for being on my own and I'm good with myself alone. So, when he actually joining my life. Things become unexpected every single second. I and him study in the same classroom but you know what make that day become even worse, his seat was just right next to me. Before semester start there will be a empty seat beside me but after he moving in, my privacy has been smash down into pieces. Since he a new student, he asked me so many question and I'm tired of listening to all that.

But there one event which make me change my attitude toward him bit by bit. The event when he was walking home alone while I'm just walking behind him several steps. He might think no one was there, so he bursting out his tears. I heard him talking to himself, blaming himself for not being as good as his parents told him to be and I know the reason all by my heart. I was a talented person, I'm just concentrated in such thing... not for an hours I get what teacher is trying to say... but that not always happening to him. His parents always compare me to him and that why I feel like I become the burden of him in some aspects. His parents always asked me to tutor him but sometimes I feel like I shouldn't accept that, and I know that he is not feeling okay too. But I tutor him anyways, I really want him to looking at himself better. Maybe if his score better he might not looking that harsh to himself that much. So, I try my best to teach all the basic but it better to know until I didn't know that I was slowly falling in love with him.