The story was inspired by the song name "Alright" from Keshi
Jinjin x MJ Couple Story (You can open the song while reading - recommendation)
Warning - It might contain a sensitive point of view, so if you are in depression. Please leave this.
If I asked you to start thinking of the word that you said the most, which word popping up in you mind first. The word that always keeping yourself up to start the new day or the word that help to cheer you up. I'm not thinking of it in any way I have mentioning to you at all. Have you ever heard of the word 'I'm alright'? It might seem that everything seem okay, easy going and nothing to worry about... but it depend on the way you trying to expressing it. We might want to tell others that we are strong, bulletproof and we can live up on our own... but sometimes our action always shapes us to go in the opposite direction. Sometimes we just really want to shout it out from the bottom of our heart how fragile we are, how terrifying we are and how much we really need someone to turn to... but we just can't. I think some people know what I mean. No one want to be weak, I literally meaning it, no one want to be in that position.
I don't know why... people are different and the one that have the most kindest heart seem to become the loser... probably all the time. You might think I'm over thinking or stressing to much, but trust me... if you have never walked in my shoes... you would have never know how tough I have to go through. I just want to be good... so that you guys will like me, just who I am. But it seem like... no matter how much I try, it so far for me to catch you guys... cause you guys are out of reach. It make me feel every time that I don't belong with you guys and we are some kind of different species. But that not always in a sad condition, only one person who we can turn to might change what we feel in a one night miracle.
Like I said, people have different story that holding themself back... and that was my story. The thing I want to say before I leave is 'Have you ever once listen to the voice when you say this word. Whether it gonna be "Don't worry mate, I'm alright" which is sound so cheerful and easy going... but if we trying to say it in another mood as "I'm alright, don't worry" sound so sad and no one would speaking it out. I didn't want to make you guys feel bad for me or anything... but just to let you guys know that there are so many types of people out there that need your attention, need your love and support as your friend, your familiar strangers. Please don't judge them before knowing the real them. Isn't it better to knowing someone and get a friend for life? I wouldn't judge anyone if I didn't know them that much. One more last thing before I go, you don't have a right to judge anyone... including yourself. Thank you.
"Let's give a round of applause for the best senior ever, MJ. For sharing this important story with us" MC speaking after MJ finishing his speech at the graduation ceremony. "I don't know what you have been go through but I will try my best to pull you out of that hole. I will do everything" Jinjin said to himself. Jinjin walk to MJ and said "That was a nice speech" he said with delight face. "Thanks, I'm just being myself" MJ said back with gentle smile on his face. I know you guys might confused how we became friend, let's me take you back where we met each other for the first time.
I hope you like this episode, I'm really into this song and I hope you guys enjoy it. I'm sorry for being so busy these day and I hope I can find some time and writing more on another song as well. If you want to find more about my story, you can see it in my profile. There are two of them that already being complete, and another one that I still finding some time and write more on that. I hope you guys stay healthy and get enough sleep, don't read too many book and taking care of yourself. I'll see you guys in the next episode. Bye!
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The Taste Of Love
FanfictionEveryone know by their hearts that love is not always happy. There are some moment that we want to keep it as long as possible, while some bad one we just want to throwing them away... but... we just can't.