The Taste Of Love

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The story was inspired by the song name "Alright" from Keshi

Jinjin x MJ Couple Story (You can open the song while reading - recommendation)

Warning - It might contain a sensitive point of view, so if you are in depression. Please leave this.

We need to become friend since we are neighbors, our family know each other and very close to one another. More like a same family I would say. I need to go to school with him even though I don't like to talk to people that much. I'm just fine for being on my own and I'm good with myself alone. So, when he actually joining my life. Things become unexpected every single second. I and him study in the same classroom but you know what make that day become even worse, his seat was just right next to me. Before semester start there will be a empty seat beside me but after he moving in, my privacy has been smash down into pieces. Since he a new student, he asked me so many question and I'm tired of listening to all that.

But there one event which make me change my attitude toward him bit by bit. The event when he was walking home alone while I'm just walking behind him several steps. He might think no one was there, so he bursting out his tears. I heard him talking to himself, blaming himself for not being as good as his parents told him to be and I know the reason all by my heart. I was a talented person, I'm just concentrated in such thing... not for an hours I get what teacher is trying to say... but that not always happening to him. His parents always compare me to him and that why I feel like I become the burden of him in some aspects. His parents always asked me to tutor him but sometimes I feel like I shouldn't accept that, and I know that he is not feeling okay too. But I tutor him anyways, I really want him to looking at himself better. Maybe if his score better he might not looking that harsh to himself that much. So, I try my best to teach all the basic but it better to know until I didn't know that I was slowly falling in love with him.

Of course it is not just because of he was a good students when I teach but more than that. Even though he is not good at study something but if setting up a competition about giving a speech or art kinda types, he not that bad at all. He like singing and he always telling me that, he expressed his feeling through song in the way that lift him to feeling happier. He used to teach me how to sing but I prefer rapping more cause melody haven't like me somehow. He said to me that when he is singing it like he speaking something but it in third person view. The way that when he expressed someone would listening to him. Suddenly I realized how much he like singing. I get a whole new perspective from him. Sometimes when we listening to the song and trying to sing along... that probably the moment when we found someone that think as the same way as we are. If that person doesn't exist anywhere then just let the song done their job.

One day I saw him smile, the smile that probably no one ever have a chance to see it... but I did. It was very bright to light up someone world and it was very precious than a bags of gold. I have thanks myself and my fate that allow me to see that smile. But who know that was the only smile I can see from him. He smile whenever he sing, he seems to be another person when he moving himself along while he was singing. I slowly realized that might be the only moments when he can be himself. He was the oldest one in the house... and that why his parents expected a lot from him, to be smart and finding a good money kinda job and sometimes get a good marriage life. All those expectation have been burden him for a long long time. I really want to make him get out of that mess someday.

I hope you like this episode, I'm really into this song and I hope you guys enjoy it. I'm sorry for being so busy these day and I hope I can find some time and writing more on another song as well. If you want to find more about my story, you can see it in my profile. There are two of them that already being complete, and another one that I still finding some time and write more on that. I hope you guys stay healthy and get enough sleep, don't read too many book and taking care of yourself. I'll see you guys in the next episode. Bye!