The Taste Of Love

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The story was inspired by the song name "Here Your Perfect" from Jamie Miller.

Moonbin x Eunwoo Couple Story (You can open the song while reading - recommendation)

Eunwoo point of view...

Nowadays, it hard to find such a person who you can trust with all of your heart cause sometimes we might get just only a fake relationship. I was the one who growing up in a perfect environment and you guys might think that I'm already happy on my own, but I want to proved that you guys are wrong. Perfection never mean something to me if that wasn't the way it has been described. Perfection in my opinion doesn't mean everything need to be prefect or meet the standards people has been setting up. It just more than what it has been define. My happiness started to decline when I found myself become blinded in no matter what the reason are. I just woke up and seeing everything in blur vision and not so long... all of my world become dark. I never know how light hit me ever again, just feeling a little hotter when walking outside at noon.

I can't accepted it at first and I really want to come back and see things again but once time pass by I slowly realized the benefit of being blinded. It's worth for me to lose my sight to gain such a more valuable things. You might wonder what are those valuable things I have been talking about. It's not what you can see with your eyes but your feeling kinda guided you to feel that way. I'm turning to become somehow a feeler rather than a thinker. Since I'm blinded, no one would probably interested in a handicap person. Even though how handsome you are, this things will never going away from you. Who would like to letting themselves suffer and taking care of just a single handicap person like me. No one will doing that. That make my life become more clearer even though I can't see things, but at least I know who sincere with me and who are likely to pretend.

Moonbin point of view...

I have a girlfriend which everyone was envying of cause she was beautiful and high class, but that not what the thing I used to see. She has coated herself with all that kind of appearance while inside it was another different story. My family status is not that good but I also working pretty hard to buy her the thing that she want. You heard it right, I am the one who buy things for her. I have told you before that she was beautiful and high class, but that doesn't mean that she was rich. She only using luxurious thing and that why everyone calling Her a high class person. She only be with me because I'm used to be rich but since now I have move out of my own house and decided to live on my own. Her truly self was actually coming to my sense. When I can't buy something to her, which it was very expensive she probably gonna act so mean and don't talk to me for about a month and that why I realized that she didn't love me at all, she just love my money... when I used to have.

I decided to set up the appointment to make thing clear. One more thing I want to tell you guys is that, she always pushing me to go to work cause I might get a higher salary and pay her for what she want. Something I really want to know is that, does she actually have some feeling for me or not. Suddenly that day is coming, I walk toward her and about to start a conversation but she has said something up first. "How many time that I have to say to you? I'm not available. Why you just can't understanding me?" My girlfriend finally open up the real conversation. "But you already said that this day will be your day off. You said we will hang out together" I reply with reasonable opinion. "Because you are like this, finding a day off. That why you have never found any money" My girlfriend said more with intense voice. "Is that money really important to you?" I asked more to knowing about my girlfriend. "How could you think it was not important? Are you out of your mind? Everyone need money" My girlfriend state her perspective further. "Then, Why would you dating me?" I asking more to encourage something. "Because you are famous and rich that why I'm interested in you" My girlfriend suddenly said something I really want to hear the most.

She has been acted like this for several months and I know that it wasn't a true love, not at all. "That why you interesting in me right, you dating me because you think that I'm prefect, but after you know my family condition. You have changed from one person to another. I should have noticed long time ago" I said my opinion further. "Who would like to spend their life with such a loser like you, you never doing anything to make me sure that I will have a bright future with you. You haven't done any of them" My girlfriend said more. "That doesn't mean we need to build our future together, not only me but you and me, together" I state myself further to see her reaction. "You should doing it alone. In the future you will lead this relationship. You need to be father and the responsibility of you is to finding money, not me" She said another important thing I want to hear. Things that make my decision become final whether I will marry her or not. She making me know that I can't thinking of her picture as my bride no matter how hard I try to imagine. That sentence answering the question I have that she never see me in her life, as the way I also can't see her in my future life too.

"Let's break up, I can't let my future being bursting down because of a person like you" She finally said it out. "Finally you say it" I reply with smile on my face. "What did you say? Are you smiling? I'm actually breaking up with you" My girlfriend sensing something more. "You know what? I'm waiting for you to say this. You know why? if I was the one who say it, I might not get any effect cause I am a man...  but for you. I have known from your friend that girl need to said break up with boys for them to look higher. Like they don't get dumped but you dumped them. So, that the last thing I let you do to me" I state my personal feeling further. "I'm the first to say that I'm not perfect and you're the first to say you want the best thing. How could we getting along? It's nonsense" I finally said what on my mind. She finished listening and walking away...

I hope you like this episode, I'm really into this song and I hope you guys enjoy it. I'm sorry for being so busy these day and I hope I can find some time and writing more on another song as well. If you want to find more about my story, you can see it in my profile. There are two of them that already being complete, and another one that I still finding some time and write more on that. I hope you guys stay healthy and get enough sleep, don't read too many book and taking care of yourself. I'll see you guys in the next episode. Bye!