I tend to overthink a lot. But, that's not my fault. There is so much going on and when something happens and I find a solution something else bad comes around and ruins it all again. It's like a circle. Something happens I have an anxiety attack, I start to cut, then I find a solution and then it happens all over again.
Tomorrow.... Tomorrow is Monday. School. Which to me is just another place to be a complete fake. No one knows the real me and I don't blame them for not wanting to know. My smile, my laugh, the light in my eyes, when I actually try to look nice, that's all fake. It's all just another shield to hide behind. It's all just fake. I'm a fake and I know it. That is one thing I'll never hide, being a fake. I can't remember when I had my last real laugh and it hurts to think about it so I usually don't. I like to think about the past present and future a lot. For example: I never in a million years thought I would end up like this, that was the past, the future, I'm overthinking stressed and overwhelmed all the time to the point where I can't even function. For the future, I honestly don't know, that is something I never go to because it's so far away and I don't know what to think. Hopefully I will learn how to live, someday somehow
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Broken Heart
Teen FictionThis story is about a girl named Bonnie. She doesn't know how to live life the way it should be. Everyone around her is so happy and she's there putting on her most fake smile and going on with her days. She has come to the point where she is self...
